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Day 2153: 19th October 2025 | I genuinely thought that I would be asleep by now ๐ด
I don’t know what is happening to time, but I do know I need help ๐ซ And sleep. So, much sleep. 7:46 PM
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Day 2152: 18th October 2025 | I just got it …
The neighbours dog barks really loudly… Just as I was writing the above, someone yelled out “shut up” ๐คฃ I am in bed going back to sleep ๐ด 8:15 PM
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Day 2151:17th October 2025 | I know it’s really the 18th but listing in order ๐๐คญ
The neighbours dog barks really loudly… Just as I was writing the above, someone yelled out “shut up” ๐คฃ I am in bed going back to sleep ๐ด 8:15 PM
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Day 2150: 16th October 2025 | I’m really over everything ๐
Liv could not wait for a bong so I am writing this for her we spent most of the day doing uber deliveries Liv has been struggling most of the day emotionality. She done well until around 5.30 at which time we called it time. the emotional effects of what is happening now is taking
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Day 2149: 15th October 2025 | I honestly couldn’t remember what it was I wanted to say at the end ๐
I have no honest idea of exactly what I’ve said in this video. The only thing I truly remember is speaking directly to the person who left hate on my page.. That and the fact that I had this absolutely amazing insight happen and it felt so important that I wanted to note the time
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Day 2148: 14th October 2025 | I can’t stop crying, I’m sorry ๐ญ
I woke up feeling so sad. So, so sad. I’m sick of this. I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t want to continue living on this extreme roller-coaster of emotions for the rest of my life ๐ข I was finally feeling so good. Happier than I’d been for awhile. But finding out I’ve
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Day 2147: 13th October 2025 | I was lied to again, and it makes me so sad ๐ฅน
Being honest with me about everything is the only thing I ask of for people in my life. It truly is so simple. I obviously know when I’m being directly lied to in person. but sometimes I can feel what others are are feeling too. And I’ve definitely felt hated and shunned almost the entire
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Day 2146: 12th October 2025 | I didn’t manage to upload this after making it ๐
It’s not a great video that I recall. It’s been a few shit days. I feel sad but I have so much to do.
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Day 2145: 11th October 2025 | It’s been a weird day ๐
Just want to go to bed and cry. I am ast my level of being hitting my pain levels. 8 11 pm
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Day 2144: 10th October 2025 | It’s too hot and muggy to put t-shirt on until right before leaving…
I forgot to upload this once we got home ๐ We realised we didn’t have enough time to make it to the chemist in Gladstone before they closed, so, we ended up only going to the local supermarket. Then we got Chinese take out for dinner which was lovely ๐ Now we are watching Wayward