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26th July 2026 | Camera cut me off. I’m completely out of space now 😅
I didn’t even manage to tell you all the reason I picked up the camera in the first place because I thought I should explain a bit more about yesterday given I’m now in a much calmer state. The reason is that I was craving a vape/cigarette by the end of the day. I’ve been…
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25th July 2026 | I hate Merv so bad, I don’t know what to do. We’re homeless again because of him! 😭
I can’t live him anymore but I don’t know what to do because of Happy. We were so lucky and yet he fucked everything up again. I seriously hate him. He has been destroying my life since I moved in with him. I should have moved out straight away. I can’t stop crying. I don’t…
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24th July 2026 | I had to talk then and there because that’s when I needed to…
I’m now jumping in the shower. I’ll definitely look better after that 😆 Other than the catalyst of what has deeply damaged what I had praying was as good as I wanted to believe, but, like others, was not 😢 Who I am, all the good I’ve done, the help I’ve provided, along with proving…
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23rd July 2026 | Damn, I honestly thought I’d only missed yesterday, not the past two days! 🤦♀️😒
Had an hour long osteo and massage appointment today. Both rolled into one long two hour session. Not that it felt anywhere near as long as that. Just got one last health insurance option to look at after receiving an email this morning from someone I spoke to from a non for profit company a…
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20th July 2026 | I’m not sure what thumbnail you see but I look nice in mine 😌
I don’t think any of what I was thinking about before picking up my phone to make this video was actually talked about. This I find strange, since it is what I wanted to talk about with you. Whatever comes out, I’m realising it too. In these occasions anyway. Today, I fully realised how ridiculous…
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19th July 2026 | It’s only 8:10 PM and I’m so exhausted I’m going to sleep already 😴
This is a super short video in the hopes that it uploads easily enough. Missing days really does bum me out 😐 8:12 PM
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18th July 2026 | The fog rolled in quite quickly ☺️
I really hope this uploads. We need to sort out satellite internet asap. 6:10 PM
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17th July 2026 | Short and sweet 😊
I am bummed that I didn’t get a video up for the 16th but it is what it is 😅 1:32 PM
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15th July 2026 | Happy does not like being left alone at all 🙄
Her separation anxiety is driving me insane!
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14th July 2026 | These few videos are a little different due to internet issues 😅
I spent the day resting and reading due to how severe the pain has been lately. I read the book I have been reading and went over the health insurance options that I had asked the lady at Bupa to send to me, since what I’m paying for is ridiculous considering I’m still being put…
