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Day 738: 7th January 2024 | It’s short because I’m in a mood …
And anything I try to say might come out wrong. 10:39 pm / 10:44 pm
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Unsent message/email to my mother
Also, there are people out there in this world dealing with far more health conditions than me, so every time you dismiss me and tell me that you don’t believe me you are also dismissing and therefore affectively calling everyone like me or in worse situations a lair, which is horrible. I am starting to
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Day:737 6th January 2024 | I knew I should have eaten dinner first ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ
Must eat ๐ Goodnight x 10:50 pm
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Day 736: 5th January 2024 | I am sitting on my couch feeling anioxus for unknown reasons
Probably feeling it due to not achieving as much study as I would have liked yet know it is pointless trying to push myself now. I need to relax. I’ve pushed myself heaps in the past few days. I have three yoghurts in front of me. so good. if still hungry afterwards I will slice
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Day 736: 4th January 2024 | Today was a much better day :)
But my nails are too long to type anything more here haha 9.39 pm Uploading at 11:22 pm
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Day 735: 3rd January 2024 | So overwhelmed by everything I have been crying for too long ๐ข
Talking it out has helped to a degree, which is good. I’m still not feeling great, but that is probably because I haven’t had all of my meds, and somehow, the ones I need the most weren’t filled when the rest were. I need to call the chemists tomorrow to try and sort out where
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Day 734: 2nd January 2024 | I slept most of today and am going back to bed ๐ด
It’s 4:36 pm, and I’m going back to bed now after being asleep on the couch since 12:21 pm lol 4:40 pm
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Day 733: 1st January 2024 | Happy 2024 New Years ๐ค
I’m so tired, I need to pass out lol 10:03 pm
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Day 732: 31st December 2023 | Happy New Years Eve Everyone ๐ฅณ
I slept until noon and have been sorting out my home slowly throughout the day except for when I went to the neighbours lol Too tired to type more ๐ Happy New Years Everyone ๐ฅณ 9:46 pm Melbourne Australia 10:18 pm
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I’m glad I wanted to stay home and have a quiet New Years ..
Because I didn’t get a single invitation to anywhere. I can literally feel how I know how badly that would have destroyed me in the past. Like I am standing on a tightrope and on one side is ego, sadness, pain, loneliest, self-esteem questions such as “why do absolutely no one I know ask me