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Day 742: 11th January 2024 | I need sleep π΄
Now π 10:03 pm Update: some how it’s now 10:58 and I’ve only just gotten into bed now. I’ll be out in seconds βΊοΈ
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Day 741: 10th January 2024 | It’s been a strange and unusual day filled with sadness and confusion π₯Ήπ
I have cried off and on throughout today, asking myself 100 questions, but I know I have to focus on uni π Tomorrow’s assessment is also worth 40% of my grade π π€ Thankfully, by some miracle, it does turn out that I know what I’m doing π I aced every question in tutoring π I’m…
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Day 740: 9th of January 2024 | I don’t remember much of what I’ve said, but I’ve gotten into bed π΄
I slept until 12:44pm and, aside from maybe one decent hour, felt half asleep most of the day until I started reading in circles and realised I needed to walk away… I’m going to sleep now. Juice said he was popping over in the morning, which is fantastic Goodnight x 8:55 pm / 9:04 pm
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Day 739: 8th January 2024 | I aced the practice skills questions in tutoring today!ππ₯³
I am so happy for the win at the end of the day after a sad and confusing start βΊοΈ I honestly don’t know how I manage to upset or anger people, especially those I feel like I’ve put before myself almost all the time π I’m starting to think that more than anything else…
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Day 738: 7th January 2024 | It’s short because I’m in a mood …
And anything I try to say might come out wrong. 10:39 pm / 10:44 pm
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Unsent message/email to my mother
Also, there are people out there in this world dealing with far more health conditions than me, so every time you dismiss me and tell me that you don’t believe me you are also dismissing and therefore affectively calling everyone like me or in worse situations a lair, which is horrible. I am starting to…
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Day:737 6th January 2024 | I knew I should have eaten dinner first π€£π€£π€£
Must eat π Goodnight x 10:50 pm
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Day 736: 5th January 2024 | I am sitting on my couch feeling anioxus for unknown reasons
Probably feeling it due to not achieving as much study as I would have liked yet know it is pointless trying to push myself now. I need to relax. I’ve pushed myself heaps in the past few days. I have three yoghurts in front of me. so good. if still hungry afterwards I will slice…
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Day 736: 4th January 2024 | Today was a much better day :)
But my nails are too long to type anything more here haha 9.39 pm Uploading at 11:22 pm
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Day 735: 3rd January 2024 | So overwhelmed by everything I have been crying for too long π’
Talking it out has helped to a degree, which is good. I’m still not feeling great, but that is probably because I haven’t had all of my meds, and somehow, the ones I need the most weren’t filled when the rest were. I need to call the chemists tomorrow to try and sort out where…