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Written post 29th of October 2025 | 10:39 PM
I just can’t stop thinking about yesterday. How stupid I was to believe it was real and genuine. How I amΒ able to be so easily manipulated by someone of whom I had always wanted a friendship with. But as soon as I engaged, which was after I wrote a reasonable message explaining my concerns about
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Day 2163: 29th October 2025 | I spoke for way longer than I thought I would have π π
hi it merv, Liv is eating so i am doing the description . If you make it to the end great. this episode is a very reflective session full of insights and inspiration. 7:20 PM
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Day 2162: 28th October 2025 | PT3 | My vids are all messed up! I realised part 1 is on Merv’s phone
I wrote a really long description for the first video posted for yesterday the 28th of October 2025. So long in fact that it was too long for YouTube’s character limit! I tried several times to try and shorten it and thought I had finally nailed it (I have spent probably a couple of hours
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Day 2162: 28th October 2025 | Part 2 | I really tried to get this uploaded last night though I think
The two videos I made yesterday (October 28th, 2025) unfortunately didnβt upload. This was due to a lot of confusion. I honestly thought I had done it, but it turns out it was the October 27th video that uploaded instead! This video started out because I thought it would be funny, but like always, I
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Day 2061: 27th October 2025 | I got Merv to film my eyes test since it’s interesting π
There have been too many screw ups today that I have no brain power to write anything. It was a very interesting appointment which I’m glad was recorded. 12 PM
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Day 2160: 26th October 2025 | Part 2 I think? My videos are muddled up. I need to post todays video
I think it’s a part 2 after the video information the bathroom. I honestly don’t really know. The link works. 8:45 PM
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Day 2157: 23rd October 2025 | I will get back to the correct date π
I made this video on Merv’s tablet which we have discovered I can actually use rather well provided it is set up with a wireless keyboard and mouse and on my phone stand, which is also made for tablets. I definitely need a new phone case, because mine is screwed but more than anything, I
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Day 2156: 22nd October 2025 | Every day is insane! I don’t know how this was uploaded on the day π₯Ή
I honestly don’t know what’s going on anymore. The past few days have been worse then this particular day, that I can remember. I obviously haven’t seen the video and honestly just don’t remember. 3:54 PM (The day it was made. Time and Date can be backdated on my website thankfully). EDIT: UPON TRYING TO
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Day 2155: 21st October 2025 | Today the optometric clarified a few things, but opened a heap more π
It’s been a hell of a day. that’s for sure. I was able to put an outfit on that allowed comfort as well as feeling extremely comfortable lifting my entire dress up to show them what I was dealing with. They were taken aback by both, how comfortable I am, and by bad it looks.
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Day 2154: 20th October 2025 | Not my normal kind of video and a day late posting π
The date for this video is the 20th of October 2025 | Not exactly sure of the time. Sometime around 8:30pm maybe. I was still yet to make my video (another massive LESSON in making them during the day!) when Merv passed me a boiling hot cup of tea over the back of the couch