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Day 2173: 8th of November 2025 | I’m rapidly dropping so this video is random and short I think π€
Honestly, I don’t even remember what I said except that I’m dropping rapidly and needed to get this video made quickly to get it uploaded before I’m unable to. 7:38 PM
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Day 2172: 7th November 2025 | I dropped my phone but camera stayed on π
I can barely type. Pain is so bad. 7:09 PM
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Day 2171: 6th November 2025 | I’m barely functioning right now π¬
This is basically just a video to say I’m alive and surviving. Just. I honestly feel like every single bit of me is broken in every way π 10:00 PM
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Day 2170: 5th November 2025 | Something went wrong yesterday and I couldn’t upload this…
I just wrote something and it disappeared πI don’t have time to be doing this. Something went wrong last night. I think it was a combination of all the meds and the bongs, but it was like nothing I couldn’t keep my eyes open. I honestly thought I was dying at one point. Thankfully I’m…
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Day 2169: 4th November 2025 | I didn’t manage to write anything for this video at all….
will do tomorrow It’s two days later and I honestly don’t know .. 9:11 PM (6th of November 2025)
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Day 2168: 3rd November 2025 | I asked Merv to take a video to send to my doctor so she could see itπ
I messaged my doctor this morning asking for her to please either fit me in for a super quick chat or to please at least send me escripts for pain meds to help me get through what I have to. I explained everything going on in detail, including the burn and just how little time…
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Day 2167: 2nd November 2025 | Woke up to this page open..
Meaning I got this close before falling asleep π΄ 7:49 AM (3rd of November)
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Day 2166: 1st November 2025 | Part 2 | Merv is removing my burn dressings so I can shower πΏβΊοΈ
I have tried my absolute hardest, and, again broken one of the things about my channel that I love the most, by watching the first few minutes. I personally think it’s fine since nothing is shown except the burn. I am praying this is okay. My site means the world to me. So, I’m really…
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Day 2166: 1st November 2025 | Oh boy, does the dates being mixed up annoy me π
In fact, it annoys and confuses me so bad that in between writing the title of this video and this description, I used Merv’s phone to go into the video that was out of whack. Day 2162: 28th October 2025 | The original part 1 of 28th of October, is now basically the same (so…
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Day 2165: 31st October 2025 | Today’s video! I am finally back to order! Well almost π π
I am so out of it right now. that Merv and I have just discussed the fact that I need to take my ADHD out of my daily medication for tomorrow. I am crashing earlier and earlier and my body just can’t take it any longer. Every single bit of me is in pain. It’s…