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Day 822: 31st March 2024 | Part 2 | First time trying out my new SUV mattress, and it’s awesome ๐
It’s been an eventful day, yet, an overall good one. I still have much to deal with before I can truly stay calm and centered in all situations, though it would seem. I would love more than anything for my brother-in-law to at least try to see me for all I am trying to do
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Day 822: 31st March 2024 | I have already f*cked up and the day just started ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฅน
I guess I really do need to go away and be alone to go within because I’m not doing a very good job at anything it seems ๐ถ It turns out my inability to get up in the morning at a decent time has ruined my sisters day and now I feel shit and guilty
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Day 821: 30th March 2024 | I am so in love with my new car mattress! ๐
I did not realise it was so dark inside when making the video ๐ For all your bedding needs, I highly recommend going to see Anil and his son Nick at https://sleepnrelax.com.au/I honestly couldn’t be happier โบ๏ธ I think the mattress in my car is better than the one on my bed ๐ Days like
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Day 820: 29th March 2024 | I swore a lot making this video
Until I figure out how to release all the anger inside of me, I am always going to go through life having days like today ๐ Which in turn always results in tears ๐ข I feel like instead of finding myself, I have completely lost myself instead ๐ฅน I am now afraid to say or
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Day 819: 28th March 2024 | I’m going over today’s psychology session in my head, a follow-up video ๐
There are so many thoughts in my head. It’s no wonder I confuse myself and others. My answers just don’t come out of my mouth the way they are in my mind, meaning I often leave out so much of what I’m actually thinking, for example. …. Ok, that feels like talking in circles ๐
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Day 818: 27th March 2024 | Time to brush Boss’s teeth ๐ฌ๐
I just did mine, as it’s time for bed. Though my hair needs a good brushing first, as you will see on the video ๐คฃ๐คฆโโ๏ธ 10:53 p.m
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Day 817: 26th March 2024 | This is even longer than I thought it would be ๐
I’m distracted feeling sorry for someone who did a bad thing out of fear on SVU and whose whole life is now destroyed by it. It’s a lot like the real world, isn’t it? Everything is based on fear. This storyline is just one simple example of what I mean about how easy it is
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Day 816: 25th March 2024
I changed my doctor’s appointment to a phone call, and besides that, I slept until 6pm today. I got up and fed Boss and watched an episode of SVU before watching the last MAFS dinner party tonight. It’s just coming to an end now.I’m not up to making a video. 8:54 pm
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Day 814: 24th March 2024 | I dropped my phone and cut myself off ๐๐
Hopefully everything goes according to plan tomorrow and I can update you on where I’m at. Right now, I’m just happy I’m feeling better than earlier today and hope I wake up feeling even better ๐ 9:43 pm
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Day 814: 23rd March 2024 | I didn’t clean the mousepad correctly and it’s irrating me easily
Thank goodness it’s a touch screen as the mouse is currently useless. Shows my emotions are still clearly very fragile given how much it’s annoying me. I am fresh out of the shower, my hair washed, linen on the bed clean and laptop set up with a monitor with Netflix on it. I am going