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Anixety has got me
I keep getting hit with intense anxiety, and I don’t know why ๐ Andrew came for a visit and got me out of bed, which was nice. If all goes according to plan, and Juice helps me pack on Wednesday after he finishes work, and I leave on Thursday morning, it means that today was…
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Day 928: 14th July 2024 | I slept until 2:30 pm today ๐ด
All I have done today is watch And Just Like That and now I’m back in bed ready to go to sleep ๐ด I just want Boss to come and give me cuddles ๐ค 9:20 pm
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Day 927: 13th July 2024 | I can barely keep my eyes open, and my pain levels are insanely high ๐
I have faith that the Universe is keeping me from leaving on my trip for a reason. I don’t currently feel like it would be wise to drive to the store, let alone across three states ๐ I have been up since Ellie called me at 7 am. I have been sitting on my couch…
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Day 926: 12th July 2024 | My weed prescription was cancelled. Then I was told I don’t have bipolar..
Yesterday was a strange day. I slept in until almost 1pm. When I woke up, I saw that I had numerous emails from the medical cannabis company that I had the script with. I only activated it on Wednesday night to order the vape pens. The emails told me that I could no longer be…
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Day 925: 11th July 2024 | Boss bought so much dirt in with him ๐ ๐
I just finished brushing it all up and putting it in the bin. Sleep is coming for me. I’m surprised I’m even awake. Probably has something to do with the time I got up. Not long before midday. 1:54 am
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I have no idea if this is real or not ๐คฃ
I’ve just realised something ๐ Andrew made two keyrings for me. Well, he gave me the one I showed in the video, but he also showed me a second one with a different colour. It was just as awesome as the one he had just given me. But in the moment I thought I had…
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Day 924: 10th July 2024 | It is so much later than I realised. I’m just about to eat dinner now ๐
My dinner is next to me, so please watch if you’re interested as I want to eat before it gets cold ๐ If you enjoy my videos, please like and subscribe ๐ Thank you to all of my wonderful 456 subscribers! You make my day ๐ฅณ 10:28 p.m. https://discord.com/invite/trsj5nav
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Day 923: 9th July 2024 | Part 2 | Juice is unwell, so my trip has been postponed …
I even look exhausted in the thumbnail ๐ I received a message from Juice saying that he is really ill and has put his back out. Yet, he still offered to come and help me, which is incredible but not something I’d accept. His health is more important ๐ In all truthfulness, I have instinctively…
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Day 922: 8th July 2024 | My lounge looks empty, but my kitchen is a mess ๐
The weed company I have a prescription with delivers to Queensland! How awesome is that?!? I am beyond exhausted now and very much need to have an early night. I messaged Ellie to call me at 6:30 a.m. to call me and make me get up. To not listen to me if I ask her…
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Day 921: 7th July 2024 | I have basically finished packing ๐
All the main big stuff is done. I just have to get toiletries and a few personal items like make-up and jewellery , etc. I think I have been over eating. I feel quite sick right now. I have turned the light off and am going to sleep now. Ellie is going to call me…