I have faith that the Universe is keeping me from leaving on my trip for a reason. I don’t currently feel like it would be wise to drive to the store, let alone across three states 😕

I have been up since Ellie called me at 7 am. I have been sitting on my couch since then. We spoke for two hours this morning. Since then, I have been reading nosleep stories on Reddit 🫣

I am struggling to keep my eyes open, but I am really looking forward to seeing Juice. We aren’t packing up the car today, since, I’m not ready to leave tomorrow, but I want to see him anyway. I need some perspective on how much stuff I am taking and the best way to pack everything inside the car as well as the roof storage 🤔

Unfortunately, I am in a great deal of pain today. My left shoulder, arm, and surrounding area hurt so bad. It’s been a while since I’ve felt this bad. It’s excruciating, and the meds I took over an hour ago are not helping whatsoever 😒

I am also interested to see if the email I received saying my order from Wednesday has indeed been dispatched like the email says. It’s sent via express post, so by Monday, the tracking number should work if it has 🤨

It’s ironic, though, in the sense that I don’t actually even feel like using cannabis to help ease my pain today. I didn’t yesterday either. But if it doesn’t ease up soon, I think I will have to use my weed vape. I do really want a liquid weed vape on saying that 😅

I think Juice will be here soon. I’m going to go put the heat on. I’ve been wearing my dressing gown since I got up 🤗

4:17 pm