I dont know what is happening but lately I just haven’t felt like myself. I’ve been distracted and unable to take much in and just feeling out of sorts. I was up at 7am to start on school work. Been at my desk all day except for brief visit from friend this morning. Had planned…

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At least I’m pretty sure that’s what I’m hearing. I am almost positive that I heard people singing happy birthday from the direction of his house earlier. Yeah, the sexy neighbour is who I am talking about. I have seen him a few times since all the drama took place, but he always acts like…

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So I recently realised that when we talk of being in the now, the present, that we are not exactly doing what we are saying. It’s hard to explain. I talk about being in the now all the time. To not connect to your thoughts, to let your thoughts pass without attaching to them. I…

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I’ve felt sad since I spoke to my supervisor. Second guessing myself and wondering why I even bother. Why I don’t just give up before I completely fail. At life. Yeah that’s where my dark mind goes straight to. Failing. I don’t know, I think many people feel like that. It’s this world. But it’s…

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So it’s been an interesting few days to say the least. It wasn’t until the tabs had kicked in the other night that i fully realised that I hadn’t left a day to sleep before having a shift at work. In fact throughout that evening, I realised that everything felt off so to speak. timeline…

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