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What The Fuck Is Happening?!?
The amount of times this thought goes through my head. Far too often. More than you’d like. It happens when my inner critic sees me as having failed something, done something wrong, or just plain ol fucked up in any and all ways. When the feeling that I am feeling, usually sinister in these occasions,…
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Crying my eyes out while fighting urges to cut..
I dont know what is happening but lately I just haven’t felt like myself. I’ve been distracted and unable to take much in and just feeling out of sorts. I was up at 7am to start on school work. Been at my desk all day except for brief visit from friend this morning. Had planned…
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I can hear my neighbour across the street having a party..
At least I’m pretty sure that’s what I’m hearing. I am almost positive that I heard people singing happy birthday from the direction of his house earlier. Yeah, the sexy neighbour is who I am talking about. I have seen him a few times since all the drama took place, but he always acts like…
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Musings
So I recently realised that when we talk of being in the now, the present, that we are not exactly doing what we are saying. It’s hard to explain. I talk about being in the now all the time. To not connect to your thoughts, to let your thoughts pass without attaching to them. I…
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I am not my thoughts, I am the awareness of my thoughts ♡ I choose to pull myself out of my mind and into the present now ♡
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I feel sad..
I’ve felt sad since I spoke to my supervisor. Second guessing myself and wondering why I even bother. Why I don’t just give up before I completely fail. At life. Yeah that’s where my dark mind goes straight to. Failing. I don’t know, I think many people feel like that. It’s this world. But it’s…
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Sitting here trying not to cry…
So it’s been an interesting few days to say the least. It wasn’t until the tabs had kicked in the other night that i fully realised that I hadn’t left a day to sleep before having a shift at work. In fact throughout that evening, I realised that everything felt off so to speak. timeline…
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Never be ashamed if you need to take medication to help you be the best version of yourself you can be ♡
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Put spiders outside. Do NOT kill them. It’s that easy 🕷💞
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I think it’s time to sleep now..