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It’s only 7:34pm on Tuesday night and I’m already in bed watching a movie 🎬
Just randomly found this one ‘Hidden in Plain Sight’. Looks good so far 😊 But of course as per every other night, and day for that matter, my stupid interstitial cystitis is playing up. My bladder literally hurts right now from how full it feels. But I’m trying bladder training. Especially since I have this…
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It’s now 2:05am Monday the 23rd August 2021 💕
Sitting here in bed at 1:56am on the 23rd August 2021, somewhat wired and definitely brain fried, eating an apple with a sharp knife because I cbf cutting it up and my bottom yums are fucked and hurt, which is why I have dental appointments at the hospital. Tomorrow I believe at 1pm in the…
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Liv’s Video Blog 8 – 18th August 2021 Day Two of Sebastian’s daily outings
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Liv’s Video Blog 7 – 17th August 2021 First day taking Sebastian out by myself in sometime..
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Boss has no taste in music 😫
Boss seems to be fine with this Disturbed song. He’s gone and jumped on my bed now though so hopefully I can listen to all of tje music I want 😆
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When you are so comfortable but your Interstitial Cystitis (IC) is driving you mad 😫
I know I am still yet to write about what living with IC is like, since I really do want to raise awareness of it. Right now I am working on my philosophy assignment on my couch with Boss asleep across my lap. I am so comfy which is a miracle in itself given how…
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Waterproof sex toys in the shower is a must !
I have a particular toy that lives in my shower when not being charged and it really is the best way to start the day! 🤣
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All I have done this week is cry .. and now I am crying again.. it’s 5 years to the day that I last saw the one I love..
I have to leave soon to see a pain specialist and then my doctor. Yet I look like a mess from all the crying. I just feel sad and dumb and like I just want to give up. I won’t but I really want to. I feel like a freak in this world. I am…
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I feel angry.. or at least I’m going through waves of it..
Angry at myself mostly but just sad all round in general. I dropped a unit today. I have accepted defeat and am now resigned to the fact that I won’t graduate until the end of trimester two next year in 2022. But there’s no ruah to finish I know this but 6 years just feels…
