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So I’ve just seen that the steal rod jammed into my spare bedroom window to keep it closed is missing…
For the past few weeks my house hasn’t been keeping heat. I obviously didn’t do a very good of looking around and actually checking why.. Anyway, I was just outside putting the bin on the nature strip for collection and as I walked back towards my house for some reason I went up to the
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It comes and goes…
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My inner critic is so mean to me so I am happy I am finally being able to let go and enjoy Sunday afternoon watching a movie ♡
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Me and my baby Boss ♡
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Was talking to my dog walker (18f) about being able to satisfy yourself and not rely on others.. she mentioned she is the only one of her friends who doesn’t have any toys… so I offered to show her mine and answer any questions she may have 😁😆
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I know I need to forgive myself. Hopefully I feel better in the morning ♡
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What The Fuck Is Happening?!?
The amount of times this thought goes through my head. Far too often. More than you’d like. It happens when my inner critic sees me as having failed something, done something wrong, or just plain ol fucked up in any and all ways. When the feeling that I am feeling, usually sinister in these occasions,
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Crying my eyes out while fighting urges to cut..
I dont know what is happening but lately I just haven’t felt like myself. I’ve been distracted and unable to take much in and just feeling out of sorts. I was up at 7am to start on school work. Been at my desk all day except for brief visit from friend this morning. Had planned
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I can hear my neighbour across the street having a party..
At least I’m pretty sure that’s what I’m hearing. I am almost positive that I heard people singing happy birthday from the direction of his house earlier. Yeah, the sexy neighbour is who I am talking about. I have seen him a few times since all the drama took place, but he always acts like
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Musings
So I recently realised that when we talk of being in the now, the present, that we are not exactly doing what we are saying. It’s hard to explain. I talk about being in the now all the time. To not connect to your thoughts, to let your thoughts pass without attaching to them. I