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Waterproof sex toys in the shower is a must !
I have a particular toy that lives in my shower when not being charged and it really is the best way to start the day! ๐คฃ
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All I have done this week is cry .. and now I am crying again.. it’s 5 years to the day that I last saw the one I love..
I have to leave soon to see a pain specialist and then my doctor. Yet I look like a mess from all the crying. I just feel sad and dumb and like I just want to give up. I won’t but I really want to. I feel like a freak in this world. I am
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I feel angry.. or at least I’m going through waves of it..
Angry at myself mostly but just sad all round in general. I dropped a unit today. I have accepted defeat and am now resigned to the fact that I won’t graduate until the end of trimester two next year in 2022. But there’s no ruah to finish I know this but 6 years just feels
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Trying to write a literature review on major depressive episodes is not fun when feeling low yourself ๐
I’m not even really sure how I feel. Definitely an empty sort of feeling. Not sad per say but not myself either. I am trying to focus all of my energy into my school work as I have so much to do and multiple assignments that need to be completed. But even that feels hard
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The answer: my two favourite vibrators with good music resulting in a hell of an orgasm ๐
And yes before anyone even wonders about it, my fantasies always end with Mr X. When I say I feel connected to him, I literally mean it. I am one of those women with a very kinky sexual interest, so my fantasies are some what out there, but without fail, they always end with Mr
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What do you do when the one you have known you would meet your whole life, the one your soul recognises immediately… what do you do when you meet them and then they marry someone else???
Move on? Plenty more fish it the sea. He never loved you. He used you. Lied to you. He hurt you more than any other person in my whole life, except maybe my mother… Yeah sure ok.. ome week from today will be 5 years since I’ve seen him.. i still cry… i feel pathetic…


