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It’s Christmas Eve 3pm watching Netflix and ready for a nap ๐ด
Past couple of days I’ve just felt so exhausted and sore that I haven’t achieved much. Today I had wanted to go to the store for soft drink and chemist to get new pain meds I have run out of, but then I remembered it is Xmas Eve so the shops are probably packed and
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Took motorbike out to visit a friend today in the boiling heat ๐ฅต๐
My friend works at the Hydroponics store where I got my indoor growing set up from. He has been helping me ever since meeting him. He is so lovely and I just found out his birthday is the day after mine. I still haven’t met his partner and kids yet but hopefully one day. Was
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OMG I just made the same dumb mistake twice ๐คฃ
I was emptying the dosage capsules that I thought were used, but accidentally emptied one that was still fresh.. Then I emptied the next one.. And did the same thing again! ๐คฃ
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I keep second guessing how I communicate ๐ฌ
As my self awareness grows so does my ability to “see” what I’m doing and saying that isn’t coming out right. I’m too tired and somewhat stoned to explain any more than that. Hopefully this will help jog my memory in the morning ๐ ๐ Watching Mom on Netflix in bed. Just lit last joint
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I can’t reach the part of my back that hurts the most ๐ข
The only real reason it would be handy to have someone around, is for days like today where I could really use some help gettin pain cream on the hard to reach places on my back.. And to go to the dog park with. I’ve wanted to go all day since Boss needs it and
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I want to buy myself a decent stereo and sound system for my birthday but boy am I confused ๐คทโโ๏ธ๐
So I have once and for all decided I genuinely really want to keep cutting down how much time I watch Netflix. But instead of going cold turkey and removing both of them from my home at once, I realised I need to work up to having no tvs if that is what I decide.
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I really need to learn to speak more concisely .. but also actually trust my energy when it is screaming at me that something is wrong…
Sian doesn’t read my messages..I wonder how many other people in my life don’t read them too? Mr X I’m sure but now I realise there must be more. .. I definitely need to learn how to speak more concisely, but wow, I’m still so shocked that a so called “friend” came back into my
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Turning my spare “junk” room into a meditation room โจ ๐ ๐งโโ๏ธ
Decided awhile ago that my spare room needs to be turned into a place I actually want to use instead of a junk room. I looked at taking the bed apart a week or so ago but only really lifted up the covers and didn’t think I had the tools to take it apart. I
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Awww mannn I think I might be getting a coldsore ๐ซ๐ฅบ
It wouldn’t really surprise me but god I hate them. As soon as I felt the tingle on my lip just before I immediately put coldsore cream on it and will continue to do so. Hopefully it’s not one or I caught it in time. Not that it matters though since I have no where
