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I cannot get comfortable regardless of what I try ๐
My overall pain levels have thankfully come down, but there is still one knot in my neck that hutts so bad. I really am struggling with every position I have tried to get comfy on my bed. I just finished a movie on Netflix that I enjoyed. Now I have Friends on.. this is a…
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What I wrote on the 31st December 2021 …
I’m watching a triller movie in my room lying on my bed as it’s now the only room with a tv in it and I just wanted to rest and watch movies while smoking weed all day today, since I truly have worked so hard in the past week, reorganising the majority of my house.…
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Extra info for context regarding post I wrote the day after my birthday …
If you have watched any of the daily videos in the past few days, you will know that I started writing a blog on the 31st December, to let out the emotions that I was feeling at the time. I am not sure why I did not post it at the time, but, I think…
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Day 7: 5th January 2022 – Boss got attacked
I made this video a few minutes before 1pm. It is now 5.01pm and I have used my vape since making thevideo. I am still in so much pain that I have taken the max amount of pain meds I can take for now, so I’m using my vape as thats what it’s for. Though…
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I’m over my tolerance break and it’s only been a day and a half ๐
I know it’s in my head. I don’t really need to vape right now. But because I am so used to it, I guess that’s why I’m feeling this way. It’s not like I’m trying to quit weed since I’m legally prescribed it but I hate how much I have to use for it to…
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Day 6: 4th January 2022 – Spent approximately 2 hours at the dog park ๐
When I made this video a couple of hours ago, I really didn’t feel like having any weed. Now I want to use my vape. But I also know it could just be because I’ve told myself that I need a tolerance break that my ego is pushing me to break it. It’s 6.42pm and…
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Day 5: 3rd January 2022 – I’ve slept most of the day but had no weed!
Basically sleppt most of the day ๐ด Even after being woken at 630am like I asked. Turns out I was right about just needing this week to rest and relax. Thankfully, season 4 of Young Sheldon is on Netflix! I absolutely love Sheldon ๐ Oh, and I didn’t vape or smoke any weed! I think…
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Day 4: 2nd January 2022 – Last day of smoking joints by myself
It’s 11.25pm. I’m exhausted. About to go to sleep. Getting early morning wake up call from NZ ๐ So pleased with what I got done today ๐ฅฐ Anyway, I’m also super pleased for getting this uploaded to my blog site on the correct day lol Next, I plan on setting up laptop, and learning exactly…
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Day 3: 1st January 2022 – New Years Day
I really need to get better at posting my videos here on my website on the same day I make them lol ๐ So far, I am aware that my videos are basically very short snapshots of my day so far, and the point of this challenge is far more deeper than that. I just…
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Day 2: 31st December 2020 – Happy New Years Everyone!โก
I’ve been feeling more emotionally stable than ever before, confident, and finally ready to accept and embrace that I am a ‘Manifesting Queen’ who really can manifest basically everything provided its something I don’t think about again. Letting the things you want to manifest, really only works when you have a thought and thats all…