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Day 21: 19th January 2022 – Pleased with how much better I feel โก
๐๐ it uploaded so much faster than I’m used to so I actually forgot to share it ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐คฃ
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Making sure I still take all my daily meds since I now need to replace the last one after forgetting pill box at sisters ๐คฆโโ๏ธ
But I know the first thing to truly start healing me is to tske the medication that is prescribed to me and definitely not abruptly stop taking it, which can be dangerous.. I’m about to take tonight’s meds then go to sleep ๐ด
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My babies needed to be repotted ๐
They have needed it for past couple of days really but I didn’t exactly have the mental capacity to do it.. Today though I saw my poor little ones were suffering from my lack of attention as they have turned a little yellow. I was planning on doing it tomorrow, but ended up sorting out
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Day 20: 18th January 2022 – Feeling human again…
This is the first time I have uploaded from YouTube to my website on my laptop, well this laptop, and other than that I have only tried to upload one other a few months after I had opened this website on my old mac. It already appears different, since I had to write the title
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Finally starting to feel human again ๐
Thankfully this time, I was aware enough to not cut where others will see the cuts or scars.. the looks people make when they see my wrist, shows how uncomfortable most of them are, even though I don’t think consciously they even know they are don’t it.
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It’s ok to just lie on my bed reading ๐
All I have done since speaking to my doctor this morning is read. And cuddle Boss. And talk to a friend via text message off and on. But that’s it. My friend has helped me to see that there are people who care about me. He is the one regular person who actually follows this
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My name is Olivia. Most people call me Liv..
Because I was so wrapped up in studying to become a registered psychologist, a part of me has been living in fear regarding using my actual name. Then Sunday night happened and I realised that my higher purpose is to share and tell stories just as much as it is to study and focus on
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Day 19: 17th January 2022 – TRIGGER WARNING Suicidal themes ๐ข

