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Day 37: 4th February 2022 – Boss won’t give me cuddles ๐
He just keeps looking at me when I ask but won’t come sit with me for cuddles ๐
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Day 36: 3rd February 2022 – Part 2 – Neighbour suggested we get together and smoke.. me weed.. him ice ๐คจ
So after telling the neighbour that I vape weed, he told me he smokes ice. I said I used to it the past but haven’t for over five and a half years.. We talked for a bit over the fence while the dogs played and then after I took the dog home we talked some
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Background noise in my life ๐
I’m doing online food shopping and hoping I haven’t missed the cut of for delivery tomorrow I just finished watching The Tinder Swindler on Netflix, which was really intense ๐ณ but interesting ๐ Now to actually finish my grocery shop ๐
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I looked out the kitchen window and there was the neighbours dog playing with Boss ๐
Definitely wasn’t expecting that but was quite happy really since Boss ended up having a decent run around and play time like he would at the dog park ๐
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What a waste of paper ๐
I really don’t feel like this is justified for wasting the amount of paper it would take to send these to everyone ๐
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Day 36: 3rd February 2022 – Reading my new book on ADHD is making me sad..
I guess it’s making me sad because on some level I feel cheated that after years in therapy I only found out that it turns out I have ADHD, on top of everything else, a few months before my 36th birthday..
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Well this explains a lot! ๐ฅบ
I am constantly having the same problems arise because I can’t seem to remember the lesson learnt from the previous times! ๐ฅ Hopefully once how sad I feel starts to dissipates, I will be able to fully appreciate how good it is that at least I know now, instead of never finding out.
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My book on ADHD strategies has finally arrived! ๐ ๐ฅฐ๐ฅณ
I am really hoping this book helps me, because being diagnosed with ADHD in my mid thirties has really messed up my mind. I feel like absolutely every single thing I do just takes longer and longer and it’s becoming harder to not beat myself up over it. Feeling like a constant failure is extremely
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Trying to get rid of the bags under my eyes ๐ ๐
