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I had such a good day yet uploading today’s video took over 2 hours but once it said it was uploaded it disappeared..
And I couldn’t find it anywhere. My initial thought was.. its ok its just processing it’s almost an hour long video since I recorded my entire therapy session. Even Graham told me to just have patience, that large folders take longer. But see, the pop up that always pops up and says ‘view video’ I…
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I compromised and rolled a joint ๐
Sitting on my front porch at 2.14am Thursday morning ๐ ๐ I’m definitely not a great roller ๐
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Yay for me! 500 blogs posted ๐ฅณ
I feel really proud ๐ฅฐ
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God I want a cigarette ๐ซ
I even have a couple.. but I know I’ll regret it… Right now though I just hit with this most profound pain in my chest. Like pure sadness pouring out of me.. Every single time I think I am doing better it’s like.. nope, lets trigger the fuck out of you and see if you…
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My babies look great and tent is dry!! ๐ฅฐ๐ฅณ
Sooo happy!! It was only one bucket leaking so the new one solved the problem!! ๐ฅณ๐ฅณ
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Day 42: 9th February 2022 – Part 4 – Ovulation has me crippled in pain I had to crawl to my shower ๐ข
I am in so much pain! Literally doubled over when the pain hit me. Unfortunately for me, considering I never want to have kids, I produce more than 5 times the normal amount of eggs that most women do. And let me tell you, it’s absolutely EXCRUCIATING ๐ญ
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Day 42: 9th February 2022 – Part 3 – My neighbour has been moving his lawn ALL DAY ๐คฃ
And I mean literally all day. The lawn cannot possibly get any shorter ๐
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Day 42: 9th February 2022 – Part 2 – Too much dexamfetamine has given me a headache :(
I have only had what is actually prescribed to me, but since I didn’t sleep well last night, I am wishing I had just stuck to two instead of taking the third pill. Now my head hurts so bad because of how stiff my jaw feels .. My daily videos are literally me speaking to…

