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Yay for me! 500 blogs posted ๐ฅณ
I feel really proud ๐ฅฐ
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God I want a cigarette ๐ซ
I even have a couple.. but I know I’ll regret it… Right now though I just hit with this most profound pain in my chest. Like pure sadness pouring out of me.. Every single time I think I am doing better it’s like.. nope, lets trigger the fuck out of you and see if you
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My babies look great and tent is dry!! ๐ฅฐ๐ฅณ
Sooo happy!! It was only one bucket leaking so the new one solved the problem!! ๐ฅณ๐ฅณ
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Day 42: 9th February 2022 – Part 4 – Ovulation has me crippled in pain I had to crawl to my shower ๐ข
I am in so much pain! Literally doubled over when the pain hit me. Unfortunately for me, considering I never want to have kids, I produce more than 5 times the normal amount of eggs that most women do. And let me tell you, it’s absolutely EXCRUCIATING ๐ญ
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Day 42: 9th February 2022 – Part 3 – My neighbour has been moving his lawn ALL DAY ๐คฃ
And I mean literally all day. The lawn cannot possibly get any shorter ๐
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Day 42: 9th February 2022 – Part 2 – Too much dexamfetamine has given me a headache :(
I have only had what is actually prescribed to me, but since I didn’t sleep well last night, I am wishing I had just stuck to two instead of taking the third pill. Now my head hurts so bad because of how stiff my jaw feels .. My daily videos are literally me speaking to
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Day 42: 9th February 2022 – My weed pot keeps leaking and flooding the tent ๐
Hopefully the sound of the fan isn’t too annoying ๐ First time having an age restriction put on one of my videos by YouTube ๐ One still has water in it so here’s hoping that means I was right and only one is leaking ๐ This was difficult to get apart ๐
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Dear Mr X |9th February 2022
You’re on my mind. You usually are. I guess that’s because I can always feel you with me. I got questioned again, this time by Graham, if I am sure it’s not just the memory or idea of you that I love. Not actually you. As I always say, “I don’t know Mr X anymore.

