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Day 51: 18th February 2022 – Part 4 – Midlife crisis 😝 which I share online 🤣
I am so stoned hahaha I honestly can’t remember what I’ve said 😂😂😂 Pretty sure I mention not caring about any other day except for today from now 🙃 I like to watch once it’s live.. more fun that way 😆
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Notes my doctor gave to me
No one cares, listens or understands that this shit is real. I know I’m not going to kill myself 🤞 but that hasn’t stopped all the thoughts and visions in my head. I am working as hard as I can to so what I can and most of the time I feel good. But on
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I feel somewhat better.. there’s a video uploading on YouTube 🤔🤷♀️😅
I’ll share here once done otherwise phone going away
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18th February 2022 Part 3 – TRIGGER WARNING I’ve & Vodka & Weed & don’t remember what I said
See the title.
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Umm that was strange 😅🤣
My doctor told me to spend the rest of today focused solely on what makes me happy without thinking about what anyone else would have to say about it So that’s what I am doing Embracing the very real feeling of love that I can feel when I just breathe and be here.. It’s hard
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Fuck it! It’s time for the bongs to come back out! 🤨😝
I believe in good and evil Right and wrong Black and white Truth and lies But sometimes it really is just the lesser of two evils… Which is the least worst way to react to keep our sanity intact… And right now With a knife next to me And the bongs ready to be unpacked
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Why do you haunt me ?
When I’m good it’s great When I feel like I’m breaking apart I can feel you breaking apart too I sound like I’m mad Or delusional as you used to love putting it Mad , delusional , crazy hahahahaha None of it matters Because it’s still happening This is real life baby
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Sometimes I honestly do think I’m lucky to be alive the state of this world upsets me so much 🥺
If I had one wish it would be for every single person what it feels like to live with the amount of mental and physical illnesses I have and then tell me how fucking easy it is to just take my medication and get on my life. When I’m in a loving high vibrational frequency
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Day 51: 18th February 2022 – Part 2 – I am ALWAYS the problem. I don’t want to be here anymore 🥺
Trigger Warning: Suicide mentioned Days like today just show me more and more how much I truly don’t belong here.. I don’t want to do this anymore. Thank Fuck I had a doctor appointment right at the time I started playing with my knife so she was able to talk me down 😭
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Day 51: 18th February 2022 – I think my mind is broken I can’t remember how to put duvet on 😅🤣
Litteraly like title says 🤣 I am lying on my still not currently made bed, completely confused but have no idea why! 😅 P.S: this was made this morning when I still have good and happy ..
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