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Day 80: 19th March 2022 | Dogs are Happy | Psychiatrist said I no longer fit the BPD criteria!! ๐ฅณ
Both Diesel and Boss have had a huge run around this morning and are now chilling out ๐ I couldn’t believe it when the psychiatrist said it, but noy am I happy! but since being diagnosed with severe Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) approximately 12 years ago or so.. it turns out all the hard work
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Day 79: 18th March 2022 | Part 3 | Boss and Diesel settling down to sleep ๐ด๐๐ฅฐ
They are both passed out next to me โก
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Two out of the three of us are sleeping. Think I’ll be there soon ๐ด
It’s 8:05PM.. I’ve taken some pain meds and had my tea and toast. It was good. If I had to, I could definitely live in tea and toast for a while. I’m in bed, but bout to get up and wash few dishes. I am covered in crumbs ๐ I am going to make a
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I am in so much pain ๐ซ
The place where the biopsy was, hurts so bad. I have cleaned it and put betadine on it with a new plaster. But seriously it fkn hurts. And on top of pain it also stings and appears to be a little swollen. I have ice pack on it now. Held next to my leg by
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Day 79: 18th March 2022 | Part 2 | Nichele and Pedro helped with fence | I gave them my vape + weed
Day 79: 18th March 2022 | Part 2 | Nichele and Pedro helped with fence | I gave them my vape + weed Thankfully there were still two security fences down front side of the house, which have perfectly secured the fences out back for any new dogs that I foster. I am picking up
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Day 79: 18th March 2022 | I ate way too much last night with stoned munchies ๐
Weed definitely helps my pain levels but everything else, I am truly over. Going to watch last night video now. Nichele and Pedro are coming over this morning to help me with fence before picking up rescue dog later on this afternoon.
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Another great reason for a weed tolerance break ๐ ๐
These vegan cookies are soo good ๐ ๐ฅฐ๐ Munchies ๐๐๐๐
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Day 78: 17th March 2022 | Part 2 | I got stoned ๐ | The wall of notes is working ๐ค
Oh boy.. I really do lose my train of thought sometimes ๐ My pain levels were through the roof The point I was actually trying to make is that if I could keep smoking weed to just the evenings it’d be fine. But lately I just keep over vaping and not getting what I want
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Day 78: 17th March 2022 | I have over done it | pain levels are bad | definitely having some weed tonight ๐
So far today I have been to the chiropractor, food shopping, dog park, driven hour to see doctor, then get skin cancer check and have psychiatrist in 10 minutes. Had to have biopsy on my leg for skin check. Hopefully it’s ok. After psychiatrist I am going to see my friend who lives 30 minutes
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I can zoom in on wall note pictures and study them anywhere ๐ค๐