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I was wrong! 🥳 I do want to listen to my textbook! 🥰
I’ve still had half a joint but music isn’t what I want. To learn is. That makes me so happy 😁
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Ah, so much information to learn 📕😅 No pressure 😂
Though the past couple of days, I have had the following thought floating around in my head, which is quite helpful for a change 😆 And that is.. The only real stress in my life is what I do to myself. Take going to university for example. I don’t have to be there. No one…
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At some point, I’m going to have to replace this couch and give it to Boss 🤣
There is so much stuffing missing now that it’s only really comfortable in one spot 😅 The feature picture is after I’ve pushed the stuffing back in, so the image does not do the reality any justice 😂
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I doubled up printing my Research Methods Introductory 🤦♀️😆
I went looking for a measuring tape to confirm that I have selected the correct size for my work top.. So far how not found any, which is strange since I know I own at least two, possibly three measuring tapes 🤣 What I did find, however, was all my printed booklets for my first…
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This was so simple and delicious 😋
I had left over veges from last night so made half a cup of rice with vege stock, oil and garlic. St amd pepper with vegan butter to vegetables then heated. Mix all together and it was so yum!!
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Day 115: 23rd April 2022 | Part 2 | Thankfully the dead bugs are coming off the weed much easier 😄
It’s dry now. It honestly looks like two branches of one plant 🤣 But at least I can make my weed oil now, so I’m looking forward to that 😁
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Day 115: 23rd April 2022 | Feeling … something .. not sure what 🤨
I am still fragile and easily annoyed. My gardener pissed me off by going against what I asked him to purchase, and instead, he bought what he thought was best at double the cost. And on top of that, the back gate is still broken. I had been able to prop it up to close…
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Day 114: 22nd April 2022 |Part 2|Friends is on and I smoked my weed vape 😐
Calmer so that’s something. Had dinner, put Friends on tv, and used vape. I think days like today upset me because I am human and sometimes just get stick of living with this number of illnesses 😢
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Even though I know it’s not true .. I can’t help but feel so insecure about what I can say to people anymore because of my “severe trauma” 😭
Just thinking about it makes me cry. I know not to dewl on it and move on from it.. it’s just that there’s one small problem with that… How do I know what I can and can’t say anymore? I finally felt like my true authentic self. I was happy and confident. But once again…
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Day 114: 22nd April 2022 | Slept during the day and am now crying 😢
I needed to sleep after the past few days. crying really takes it out of me. I felt good when I woke up this morning and did what I needed to for work, then decided to go nap. So I have no idea why I now feel so shit, keep crying and have to distract…
