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Much better ๐
Going to eat and take a nap. Until then my favourite background noise is going on ๐ฅฐ
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Haven’t actually watched anything really yet ๐
Tv has been paused for ages. I have barely watched any of the catchups I was going to. It’s 4:12 pm and I think I need a nap ๐ด I really am over tv except for the end of MAFS thankfully ๐ Though days like today are definitely helpful in a multitude of ways, since
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The puppies replacements ๐คฃ
If being a foster parent for dogs and puppies means leaving them outside outside all day without really giving them any attention makes no sense to me. But whatever. Nothing to do with me how someone wants to run their NFP Pet Rescue. I personally don’t feel like any of this needed to happen. Yet
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Hello my friend ๐ I have missed you ๐๐ฅฐ
I absolutely 100% need a complete me day. I need to unwind, check out and let my mind rest. Adhd medication is amazing but I have been going for so long, it’s no wonder I’m now feeling so flat. I finally found the remote, it had fallen in the box under the tv and once
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Day 90: 29th March 2022 | Part 2 | I got my tv cord back but needed help to actually connect it ๐คฆโโ๏ธ
Thank god I was able to put my ego aside and call my neighbour to ask him to come back before he left ๐ Having the power cord doesn’t help me if I can’t see or find the place for it on the back of the tv by touch. While I couldn’t and I totally
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Day 90: 29th March 2022 | Not going to foster through the same place | 935am & I’m getting stoned! ๐ฅ
Every single thing that has happened yesterday has at least shown me what I needed to see. Clearly. I obviously cannot share this site with work. I am no longer going to share it with a single person I know in person from here on out. I knew this. I wrote this on my wall
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๐ฅณ 28th March 2022 can be remembered as the day Will Smith hit Chris Rock at the Oscars ๐ฒ
Plus it’s now 1:25am so technically the 29th now which is nice. I feel more like me again. Just tired. Been up since 6:30am. I’m quite surprised. I guess the Ritalin does work well. But it’s definitely time to sleep now ๐ด
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I’m looking forward to a day with just Boss tomorrow ๐ฅฐ
He’ll always be my number one man. Besides Mr X and Frank N. Futer of course ๐ Gets me every time! ๐๐คฃ๐คฉ Oh and by the way .. I should probably clarify this… I love Mr X. I love loving Mr X. I decided not to tell the story in all it’s glory because I
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I don’t need to move my motorbike after all!
Since the puppies are being picked up tomorrow, I no longer have to block up any gaps. I definitely won’t be fostering puppies again after this at all. Unfortunately though it has just really bought to the forefront all of my unanswered questions. Like where is all the money that pays for the adoptions. I
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Pretty sure this is one of those sentences that I’ll remember forever..
I have a few of them banking up. I don’t know how to feel. Almost like I don’t know what I’m allowed to feel anymore because I am so afraid of being wrong. Which is effectively why I’m attacking crap to me to feel stupid. Coz I do. Like I can’t even foster dogs right.