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At some point, I’m going to have to replace this couch and give it to Boss ๐คฃ
There is so much stuffing missing now that it’s only really comfortable in one spot ๐ The feature picture is after I’ve pushed the stuffing back in, so the image does not do the reality any justice ๐
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I doubled up printing my Research Methods Introductory ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐
I went looking for a measuring tape to confirm that I have selected the correct size for my work top.. So far how not found any, which is strange since I know I own at least two, possibly three measuring tapes ๐คฃ What I did find, however, was all my printed booklets for my first…
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This was so simple and delicious ๐
I had left over veges from last night so made half a cup of rice with vege stock, oil and garlic. St amd pepper with vegan butter to vegetables then heated. Mix all together and it was so yum!!
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Day 115: 23rd April 2022 | Part 2 | Thankfully the dead bugs are coming off the weed much easier ๐
It’s dry now. It honestly looks like two branches of one plant ๐คฃ But at least I can make my weed oil now, so I’m looking forward to that ๐
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Day 115: 23rd April 2022 | Feeling … something .. not sure what ๐คจ
I am still fragile and easily annoyed. My gardener pissed me off by going against what I asked him to purchase, and instead, he bought what he thought was best at double the cost. And on top of that, the back gate is still broken. I had been able to prop it up to close…
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Day 114: 22nd April 2022 |Part 2|Friends is on and I smoked my weed vape ๐
Calmer so that’s something. Had dinner, put Friends on tv, and used vape. I think days like today upset me because I am human and sometimes just get stick of living with this number of illnesses ๐ข
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Even though I know it’s not true .. I can’t help but feel so insecure about what I can say to people anymore because of my “severe trauma” ๐ญ
Just thinking about it makes me cry. I know not to dewl on it and move on from it.. it’s just that there’s one small problem with that… How do I know what I can and can’t say anymore? I finally felt like my true authentic self. I was happy and confident. But once again…
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Day 114: 22nd April 2022 | Slept during the day and am now crying ๐ข
I needed to sleep after the past few days. crying really takes it out of me. I felt good when I woke up this morning and did what I needed to for work, then decided to go nap. So I have no idea why I now feel so shit, keep crying and have to distract…
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I ended up sleeping most of the day but woke up feeling flat
I needed to sleep obviously. I knew that and was happy to sleep and let myself truly recover from past few days. I just don’t know why I now feel blah ๐ It’s 3:30 pm and I’m still in my pjs, drinking a coffee and reading a book on my bed. At least Boss has…
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Got up around 7 am when Grant called ๐
I watched half of my therapy session back while waiting for medication to kick in, while drinking coffee. I really should have gotten in the shower then but instead decided I was too exhausted to shower safely, so had a nap instead. Now I’m lying on my bed thinking about everything I need to do,…