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I love you. I miss you. I pray that you are happy โก
There’s nothing left to say.
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My suicidal thoughts are really bad right now ๐ญ
I feel so alone. Constantly having to validate myself is hard sometimes. I feel like I must have this invisible tattoo on my forehead that says”Loser! Stay Away!” and everyone can see it but me. I keep trying so hard to be a good person but it never feels like enough. I don’t want to
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I am in do much pain, I’m literally trying not to cry while eating dinner ๐ฅบ
So so so much pain!!! ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
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My university are going to provide all my prescribed readings in pdf form moving forward ๐๐ฅณ
I am so happy. I ended up calling the clinic where my psychologist works to ask if she had left for her holiday or not yet. This is because I had sent a couple of emails to her about the letter I needed for uni. Thankfully it turned out her last day was yesterday so
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Day 125: 3rd May 2022 | Part 2 | Today’s first lesson for the day ๐คฃ๐คฃ
I did it again! ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐ I fucked up the days hahha Thankfully it was only yesterday’s last three, and one on day 114, so I don’t know how I missed that the other day but.. That’s today’s LESSON!! ๐ Pay Attention to what you are doing woman!! ๐๐ If you like my videos please subscribe
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Day 125: 3rd May 2022 | I have just realised why Boss must get so confused sometimes! ๐
Oh my haha sometimes I seriously crack myself up ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ If you like my videos, please subscribe to my channel and hit the ๐๐ https://youtube.com/channel/UC8NtDm2FXAPTPfbxhGmzD1g UPDATE: I am SO confused right now! I uploaded this video first obviously and then the part 2. Yet, this first video is nowhere to be found, even though it
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OMG, I feel so weird and not in a good way ๐ซ
So the hot and cold flashes are still happening, but now my head is pounding, feels boiling hot to touch even though my thermometer says my temperature is 36.1 and everything just hurts in general! ๐ I live in chronic pain every day, which I deal with we’ll enough, but when I feel like this,
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The Johnny Depp vs Amber Heard is quite funny to watch ๐
Since I am not feeling completely myself at the moment after getting my second vaccine this morning, I am just resting for a while before I take Boss to the dog park to meet my new friend and his wife. I honestly sooo happy I asked the group of people last night if anyone rode
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Day 124: 2nd May 2022 | Part 3 | I am now officially fully vaccinated ๐
I am now vaccinated lol
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Day 124: 2nd May 2022 | Part 2 | Bras SUCK. That is all.
This video is simply me complaining about how much I hate wearing bras hahaha