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I took a stool softener and now I feel so sick ๐ซ๐ญ
The pain medication I take can cause constipation, even though it has a laxative built in. I found the box of them in my medication box while filling my pill box last night. I followed the instructions and took 2 and have been suffering from it since I woke up. It helped too much. I
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Day 174: 21st June 2022 | Written a number of blogs today, so this is short and sweet โบ
It’s more of a writing day today. So you don’t get confused, please follow me on my website as well as YouTube ๐
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I still really want to increase the dosage …
Before speaking to my doctor on Thursday. Even though I agree with my psychologist, I have to admit, if I’m going to be medicated for the rest of my life, which, let’s face it, I probably will be… I really feel like if a higher dose makes me feel even better and more “human/normal” I
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My very first edition โก
My Mum gave me this when I was 10 years old after having my appendix out. I was originally misdiagnosed and sent home feom the doctors, but my Mum knew something was wrong so got a second opinion. Emergency surgery needed.
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I think I’m more mentally stable than I give myself credit for ๐
I’ve had a lot going on. Plenty for a perfectly healthy person. Let alone someone on disability. The thought, “I’m not someone anyone would want to be in a relationship with” just ran through my mind. This instantly added rapid negative thoughts of all the reasons why. Until I just stopped and realised… What the
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Huh, I thought there were 10 seasons of Sex and the City but there are only 6 apparently ๐ค
Interesting. Still 2 movies to watch though. I have cancelled my Binge subscription, which ends next Monday.
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First day not taking Ritalin and I can barely keep my eyes open ๐ด
I realised yesterday when talking to my psychologist that I have been pushing myself to go go go for so long that it’s no wonder I feel so quick to tears. I have been awake for 3 hours hours and 15 minutes and honestly wouldn’t be surprised if I fall asleep again soon. Me and
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Talk about confusing ๐
Mr Big just referenced a “video on tik tok”
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I think I figured out my new mantra ๐
Everything is on my side. Everything is love. I know I’m looked after. Here for something I don’t understand in entirety… But I know I’m looked after. I can see it at play in every part of my life Even when I can’t feel it ‘Everything is on my side’
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I’ve just heard it’s raining ๐ง ๐
I’m still currently binge watching Sex and the City. I have just started season 6 episode 15. Well it was in between episodes that I heard the rain and its me so happy I paused the tv to listen for a bit.. On another note, my freshly clean vape is so amazing!! ๐ ๐คฃ