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I have recognised where my anxiety is coming from…
So now I know what I have to change. Even if I am imaging the difference between me and my friend, it has happened to show me, that what I consider harmless fun, if looked at from a different perspective, may be considered really dumb and possibly bad. I hope I haven’t lost a friend
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Day 190: 7th July 2022 | Part 2 | I changed the massage to tomorrow. I don’t feel up to it today ๐
Anxiety seriously sucks!!!! I’m dealing with all of the physical symptoms as well today. Right when I thought I was dealing with it. Though on saying that, I am coping with it far better than I have in the past ๐ I didn’t want to risk not being able to enjoy my massage properly, given
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Day 190: 7th July 2022 | My anixety is really bad now ๐
I hate this feeling. It’s been getting steadily worse over the past few days to the point where I have just had to take valuim. First time I’ve had to take it in awhile. I know it is just my mind causing me this feeling but I can’t help but think there has to be
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I’m so excited to start studying Personality!!!
Classes start next week!!!! I am so happy I decided to study this trimester!! I’m even more excited to be focused solely on one unit!!
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All of a sudden I feel extremely unwell ๐
Every part of me hurts. Especially my head and jaw randomly… Almost blinding strength of pain… ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
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Struggling to get through dinner.. Not feeling the greatest ๐
Ahhhhhhhhhhh I hate wasted food! I knew I didn’t need the salad as well.. Boss likes tomatoes and beetroot!
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I am living my best life!!
It’s no longer a destination that I am trying to get to. Because I’m already here!!
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There’s a cold draft coming through the gap in my bedroom window ๐
I keep getting hit with cold air every few seconds. Very annoying but at least the gap isn’t too big, so I’m grateful for that. On a separate note, my ego is very much driving me crazy today. I am so pissed at myself for not just asking the bloody question that I wanted to
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Here’s a cheeky picture ๐
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Day 189: 6th July 2022 | Part 2 | Swinging in my egg chair reading ๐ ๐
With my hands covered in special gel stuff for severely dry skin, so I’m wearing gloves now. I don’t want to push myself today by taking all my Ritalin so plan on having a restful afternoon.