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Whenever I think of someone I haven’t spoken to in a while, I always hear from them within hours or days…
I think about you every day. You could always hear me back then. Can you still hear me now? I’m having one of those days where the world is making me sad. Ironically, it’s days like today that make me want to succeed even more. I want to help make this world a better place.
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Day 200: 17th July 2022 | Part 2 | I’m absolutely gutted my last video has no sound ๐ข
When I first started making the video on my laptop a message came up about privacy settings, but since I made this morning’s video on my laptop and haven’t even looked at the settings for anything, I had no idea that the microphone is not working ๐ What’s worse is that I have no idea
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Day 200: 17th July 2022 | Being at uni makes me feel so dumb I’m in tears ๐ฅบ
I managed to keep the tears at bay while making this, but not much longer. This feeling hurts so much and reminds me of how alone I truly am ๐ข
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So good!! Way better than I thought it would be ๐
I wasn’t totally sure how it would be, but thankfully it turned out ok ๐๐ I have painted my right hand nails, so they are nice and fresh. Too tired to do the other hand. I will do it tomorrow. I am so happy that I bought the fast drying polish! I’m watching an episode
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Day 199: 16th July 2022 | Part 3 | I stopped the camera by mistake! ๐ ๐
I really need to be more careful. I’m not even sure why I touched the laptop in the first place, let alone accidentally ended the video. I’ve just remembered I tried to welcome everyone to my channel at the start of the last video but it felt really fake, so it will be interesting to
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Day 199: 16th July 2022 | Part 2 | So, I had some Weed and then some Vodka ๐๐
I am thrilled I didn’t give myself some dumb rules to follow this morning hahaha I barely use 1/4 of the cannabis prescription I have, so I don’t know why I ever feel bad for using it. I mean, It’s doctor recommended!! I am glad I understood at least a little of the psychology reading
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Day 199: 16th July 2022 | Being at Uni makes me feel dumb when I know I’m not!
I am working through the reading that I didn’t finish yesterday, and there are so many names of things that have been shorted to just the main letters, and I keep forgetting what they are mean! So, I keep having to scroll back to look for them. Plus, not having done Research Methods yet is
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At this rate I may have to give my tv cord away again ๐ ๐ฌ๐
First week of uni classes being back and yet past couple of nights I have watched a lot of tv. I found a new show on 7plus called Doubt. I have watched three episodes which each go for 45 minutes, and the fourth is paused at the moment. Tired has just hit me really hard
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The peas helped somewhat but the vegan cream cheese sandwich was delicious ๐๐
Tried this new vegan flavour this evening and it is so yummy!! ๐
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Oh no, I burnt part of my dinner ๐
After waiting 45 minutes for the brown time to cook, I stepped away from the beans for too long and all the spices burnt to the bottom ๐คฆโโ๏ธ Upon tasting, it is incredibly spicy. It tastes ok but the ratio of beans and spices was to mix through all the rice, but I don’t want