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Day 259: 14th September 2022 | I want to stop crying π₯Ίπ
I just keep crying all the time π’ Update: Valium is helping
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Already having problems with the Internet π
I’m in bed watching Netflix or at least trying to. It keeps dropping out ππ
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Day 258: 13th September 2022 | Feeling all of my feelings today πππ
I have cried so much today. I feel like I could cry forever π’ Faith said she is going to come and visit. I am going to vape some weed now otherwise she probably won’t be able to even understand me with all the crying.
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Day 256: 11th September 2022 | Part 2 | I did it! I have finished my assignment!!π₯³
I can’t submit on the other hand since the submission box has closed. I have emailed the Unit Chair replying to her email saying that I could have until 11:59 pm this evening. I attached my assignment and the letter from my doctor and asked her to confirm it’s been received when she sees it.
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Day 256: 11th September 2022 | The lawns are done!ππ₯³
Now I’m going to walk Boss. Might be short walk, I’m not sure. The rain is off and on, but I’m too warm to wear a jacket π Then it’s home to finally do the last read through of my assignment and submit it. It is currently 5:03 pm. My assignment is due at 11:59
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Where I’m at…
Given I didn’t even eat dinner until just after 10:30 pm last night, I woke up after 12 pm today. Gave me such a fright to begin with since I still haven’t submitted my assignment and I also really want to mow my lawns before the rain is supposed to start. But after jumping up
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OMG my friend was only 22!!
I just checked my calendar to see his exact date of birth and I have it sa es as his 22nd birthday! Not 23rd!! I don’t know why but somehow that just makes it even worse π₯Ί 23 was too young to die. . But 22 .. I feel like breaking apart all over again
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It’s just hit me that I probably shouldn’t talk about the support worker job π
I have no idea how YouTube chooses who to randomly send whatever. I.e. I don’t know how people find my videos, besides the people I have actually told. I am extremely proud of myself and my ability to share like I do. Other people’s opinions about why I share everything have nothing to do with
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I really wish I had of remembered to ask for my chocolate back π¬
Thankfully, I bought some vegan Drumsticks. I did not buy any chocolate because that would very much defeat the purpose of removing them from my house. But I also thought I’d remember to ask for them. Guess its for the best. I have just put some vegan patties in the oven and am about to
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Day 255: 10th September 2022 | Part 3 | Thank You for being my friend Randy ππ
I have spoken with Randy’s Mum Sue. Via message to clarify. Her older daughter is now hommme from America where she normally resides. I was going to watch the last video I made while having a smoke but ended up really needing to make this instead.