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Day 303: 28th October 2022 | Been asleep all day π΄
Fell asleep with TV on last night and been asleep since. Going back to sleep now π΄
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Day 302: 27th October 2022 | Part 2 | I had the best time at Toastmasters!!π
Completely loved it π₯³ Had planned on making a really short video but obviously had more to say than I thought lolπ Just writing this hard lol π Night everyone π΄ Update: I fell asleep before I could copy this and the following day’s very short video from YouTube to my website, so even though
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Day 302: 27th October 2022 | It’s finally submitted!!!π₯³
Must shower!! Toastmasters starts really soon and it’s already 6:17 pm
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Simple reminders to help me get through this …
It’s 7:13 pm So close ….
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Day 301: 26th October 2022 | So close to being ready to submit! Please send me good vibes πππ₯°
I need to get this finished and submitted by tonight. It’s not going to be as good as I wanted it, but given my pain levels are now at the point where I can’t even wear my crystal necklace because it feels like I’m being struggled, as my Psychologist would say … Good enough is
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I seriously dislike Daylight Savings π
It’s 6:09 pm yet looks like the middle of the day outside π I do not like it π It confuses my already very confused brain π₯΄ Aside from this, I can now feel the overwhelm slowly becoming more apparent regarding my assignment. I said it would be in today. I honestly thought I would
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Day 300: 25th October 2022 | I’ve been crying my eyes out since I stopped recording ππ
I have spiralled so farπ I am so confused as to how and why this is happening π’ I was so excited and yet now feel so dumb πͺ I have turned the laptop off and am lying on my bed typing this. It’s helped stopped the crying π₯Ί I know I need to eat
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Today is a bad day π
I came extremely close to calling the mental health triage at the local hospital but knew I was in such a severe state that there would be a good chance they would want to admit me to ensure I’m not a danger to myself. It’s that bad now π’ This will be the first time
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Day 299: 24th October 2022 | Where have all the hours gone??? π¬ππ
I still have so much of my assignment to do π« Thankfully, I now have until tomorrow lunchtime to submit it π Update: 8:09 pm | I can’t stop crying. For the first time in my entire university career I am genuinely scared I can’t do this. And I just keep crying and I have
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I was able to get until lunchtime tomorrow to submit this last assignment …
But I still feel so sad and angry at myself that once again I have failed myself π I can’t stop crying π’ So I think I’ll be vaping weed with tears rolling down my checks until this done at this rate π Update: few minutes later … The tears have stopped thankfully Everything is