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Day 340: 14th December 2022 | Turns out reading the study guide before attempting to study helps ๐
I have been making my life harder than it needs to be for the majority of it; it does appear ๐ Last night, I decided to start reading the study guide for week 4, which is what I am up to, and it changed everything!! ๐ค Actually, knowing what it is I am trying to…
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Day 339: 13th December 2022 | I’m starting to see where somethings I say don’t make sense ๐
Well, at least that’s what I think I’m trying to say, lol It makes no sense that I feel comfortable uploading videos like yesterday, which I have now watched twice, yet, I feel like I can never ever see the people from Sunday again, even though they were all nice to me … Andrew helped…
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My flat tyre has now been fixed ๐
Thankfully, my neighbour and friend, Andrew, came to the rescue and was able to change the tyre for me. I am very glad we had already discussed and looked at the spare tyre prior to actually getting the flat, so the spare is perfect. It might even be better to get a cheaper second hand…
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It’s just hit 8 pm and I’m ready to go to sleep ๐ด
Even though I ended up sleeping until 1 pm. Even though today has been spent in bed, I am still in so much pain. Though that may have something to do with not taking anything stronger than Nurofen. I have no intention whatsoever of getting hooked on any of my medication. But unfortunately I do…
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The Most Hated Man in the Internet on Netflix is making me feel feel completely comfortable with what I post online ๐ฅฐ
I watched my video back earlier. I don’t always watch the same day but decided I would. But since my stuff is literally just me being me to my camera in any given moment, I know that nothing will stop me from documenting my life. I will chose this, having a place to come to…
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Day 338: 12th December 2022 | I am so emotionally drained ๐ฅ
Content Warning | I am highly emotionally dysregulated in this video. Please be advised before watching… And just feel so humiliated after yesterday that I am glad I never officially joined because I would be far too embarrassed to ever go after yesterday. I should know better by now. I am so easily triggered these…
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Day 337: 11th December 2022 | I was so proud of how well I was handling everything today …
Until emotional dysregulation got to me, and won in the end. Once again, I looked like a complete and utter loser ๐ I can definitely now see why I have basically no friends. Thankfully, with how everything went today and what happened, I feel disgusted with myself to the point where any part of me…
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It’s only 6:17 pm and I’m already in bed and ready to sleep ๐ด
I have a ten minute video uploading. Once it’s finished I will copy to my website and then I’m putting my phone away. I have Boss with me. Warm lavender scented slot teddy in my sore tummy, and my eyes are ready to close. I’ve cried quite a lot today, and now my pain is…
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Today has gone wrong in every possible way ๐ฅบ
I managed to pull through it and actually attend the social event after hours of shit going wrong starting with my car having a flat tyre. I just wish I had seen it before trying to drive. Maybe if I had been still in my driveway, at home, things would have gone differently. Who knows?…
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Day 336: 10th December 2022 | I’m so constipated my butt really hurts!!๐ซ๐๐ข
WOW! 20 days until I turn 37 and I have grown up so much! I couldn’t talk about bodily fluids or digestive track issues, let alone openly talk about being constipated, plus now my actual period has started ๐ฌ Everything. Hurts. So. Bad. But sitting down is the worst, so I really want to go…