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Day 384: 17th January 2023 | Part 2 | There is no nudity in this video though I am topless ๐คฃ
1 Year, 19 Days. It was Andrew at the door, though; I figured it was truthfully ๐ He is so awesome. He knew I was buying the magnesium cream and came to help me put it on my back which is so helpful. It is now 3:21 pm, and I have spoken to my doctor.
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My bikini is fine, what was I worried about ๐
I love you Andrew ๐ What would I do without you โบ๏ธ Andrew just left now but he popped past and helped me put the magnesium cream on my back, which is so awesome and kind! I asked him to take a photo of me in my bikini and to see if I really need
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I can’t help but be amused most of the time these days ๐
Magic is happening all around me And so my ego, my lower vibrational self, my human connected to 3D self, starts questioning my sanity But the strange thing is and has been for a while as I continue to vibe higher and higher every day I truly feel more sane than I ever have before
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Day 384: 17th January 2023 | I was at Chemist Warehouse not Officeworks ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐คฃ
1 Year, 19 Days. The pharmacist scared me enough to make an appointment with my regular doctor on the phone today at 2:30 pm ๐ I wonder how long this will take to load using mobile data? ๐ค My air-conditioning is thankfully working well in my car and is on at home โบ๏ธ Time to
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Me struggling to eat ๐ซ
Nothing was finished at the same time so the toast and eggs are cold. But like that wasn’t enough… But now I’m struggling to bring the fork to my mouth before dropping everything ๐๐ I’ve resorted to using my hands they handle the most pain most days ๐ฎโ๐จ 7:44 pm
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Day 383: 16th January 2023 | Part 2 | I really messed up the number of days on the earlier video ๐
1 Year, 18 Days. It is now 6:41 pm, and I saw that I really messed up the number of days earlier, which I figured might explain why I am struggling to take in a lot of the information. Though, I am happy to see that I am taking some in, which I realised while
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Day 182: 16th January 2023 | I have decided to stop taking my strong pain meds moving forward ๐
1 Year, 18 Days. Disclaimer: Please seek professional medical help if you require help regarding medication. Except for extremely severe days, I have realised that I no longer want to take strong Pharmacal medication like Targen anymore. I don’t think I even realised until I watched the appointment with my doctor back last week, combined
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I never cried during movies or tv series but now it’s happening a lot ๐ข
I think all the anger and hatred towards myself for my entire life has turned into sadness. I don’t really know . This feeling is so new. I don’t remember ever feeling like this before. This second shift within me has me seeing everything completely differently once again and as lovely as it is, and
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Day 382: 15th January 2023 | My pain levels are making me anxious about uni again ๐
I just wish I had rested when I needed to… I sent this to my Mum and once I said it out loud to her I started crying ๐ข “Boy am I regretting not resting since I started feeling this way. I already had uni to catch up on and only made it worse. I
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Day 381: 14th January 2023 | Learning more insightful lessons everyday ๐๐
Finally, a day when I have done absolutely nothing but sleep and rest ๐ด I honestly feel terrible and short of breath which isn’t fun ๐ I am finally putting myself and my health ahead of uni โบ๏ธ