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Day 387: 20th January 2023 | Part 4 | I watched this one first since I gave myself anxiety ๐
1 Year, 22 Days. I have no idea why or what over but for some reason I ended up really anxious after making this video. Though now that I look back I think needing to eat and beginning to feel nauseous again, which I now see is obviously due to struggling to eat, definitely played…
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Day 387: 20th January 2023 | Part 3 | Andrew saved the day!!โบ๏ธ๐ฅฐ
1 Year, 22 Days. I couldn’t stop crying and I needed a hug so I messaged Andrew to see if he was around and asked him to come over if he could which he did ๐ I cried on his shoulder until I calmed down and he helped me like he always does to see…
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Day 387: 20th January 2023 | Part 2 | This is trying to break me completely ๐ข
1 Year, 22 Days. Content Warning โ ๏ธ I have called the physio place and made a complaint and filled them in on everything that has transpired since meeting this man who I clearly had to meet to show me once and for all how out of reality I really am. I am an absolute mess.…
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Day 387: 20th January 2023 | I will never trust anyone again after this ๐ญ
1 Year, 22 Days. Content Warning โ ๏ธ I can’t stop crying ๐ญ
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I wasn’t expecting to vacuum and mop my bedroom after after my friend left ๐๐ฃ
Neither of us gave it any thought when putting her in my room since my friends dog has a tendency to attack other dogs, that since she is a female non deserved dog that she would piss everywhere. I bad no clue she could get up on my bed since she’s a small pitbull or…
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Day 386: 19th January 2023 | Part 3 | OMG I can now finally feel what I deep knew already โก
The anger I have felt all of my life appears to be mostly gone, who knows, maybe gone entirely ๐คทโโ๏ธ What I do know however is that by not reacting negatively to being told this person, this person who has walked into my life to help me see, just how much I need to ground…
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Day 386: 19th January 2023 | I chickened out, the shed scared me ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ
Thankfully Wallace has just arrived ๐ I put Boss on the lead to try and control his jumping but my pain levels are too high so I immediately just dropped the lead ๐ฎโ๐จ Now Wallace is walking Boss sin e he said you can’t put a dog on a lead and not walk him as…
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Day 385: 18th January 2023 | I made a new friend! Got home after 5 pm!!๐
1 Year, 20 Days. I left home at 1 pm, running late to get to my first hydrotherapy class. It started at 1:15 pm, yet, I didn’t get home until after 5 pm. It’s been a hell of a day!! I can barely use my hands and still need to eat, so this short I…
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Sitting in car outside of the local doctor’s clinic …
I’m so exhausted I tried to reschedule my appointment 20 minutes before I was due to be there but due to cancellations policies and being charged for changes made less than two hours before the appointment, I quickly got ready and made it with a minute to spare. My appointment was for 10:40 am, and…
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First time in a long time since I have bought cheese and spot cream ๐
While doing my food shopping online last night I think there must have been a sale or something that made me think about nachos and then start craving them. I have tried and disliked most vegan cheese and spur cream alternatives. Therefore I really thought about whether I wanted to buy them or not. But…