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This is driving me insane π
I even tried to do something about it on either Friday or Saturday, I think it was, but I just wasn’t strong enough to turn the lawnmower on. I tried a few times since I was hoping to my lawns and the bloody drive weeds done before I have to give Andrews lawn mower back.…
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It’s not even 3 pm and I want to start drinking ππ
I am at my desk and have been all day. I honestly feel like I’m living in a constant state of anxiety which only adds to how overwhelmed I already am. It’s 2:48 pm. I have a two-hour tutoring session booked for 5:30 pm and so far am not even a little bit of how…
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Day 397: 30th January 2023 | Of course it’s the wrong dayπ€¦ββοΈ I was already in a funk π€¨
Thankfully, I’m prescribed weed, so I am feeling much better now that I’m at home π‘ I’m sitting at my desk with Tool playing on my Google Nest hub, but I think I’ve accidentally connected my phone to it via Bluetooth, not the usual way and now all my phone notifications are also playing on…
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Day 396: 29th January 2023 | I left this late tonight π π΄
I need to upload this and go heat up my leftovers for dinner π 11:09 pm Update: its 11:50 pm, and I have just gotten into bed, am eating vegan dessert with Bad Vegan paused on Netflix βΊοΈ
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Listening to the soundtrack of the Labyrinth π΅βπ«πππ
Something I’ve been saying out loud for ages yet have only just truly registered within me is how simple a fact that is. I truly love attending all things musically and ballet related, so maybe I should look into join some sort of club that keeps me updated on what’s playing in Melbourne. Tiredness has…
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So, I’m not feeling happy or sad right now, just this strange sense of indifference π€¨
I think as my list of things to do keeps getting bigger the more unsettled I become. But it’s not even in a bad way. I feel peace. Weirdly I did not know that until I wrote it. I am mentally ill. Sometimes I have to remind myself of that. It’s a strange feeling knowing…
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Day 395: 28th January 2023 | I wrote half a blog today, forgot about it, then published it anyway π
1 Year, 30 Days. I am so hungry now and dinner is ready π My table is not tidy nor are my floors vacuumed and I am ok with this βΊοΈ Goodnight Everyone π 9:56 pm π΄
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I’m so happy with my new camera π· βΊοΈ
Especially now since I’ve actually taken it out of the box π€£π€£π€£π€£ Right now I’m just putting it on a charge while I vacuum. Slowly but surely I am working my way through getting my place back to a state where I will then be able to focus since mess causes me anxiety and anxiety…
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I haven’t been feeling quite like myself the past few days π
Usually, my day starts well. I’m still feeling happy and in what I assume most of the population considers a good mood π€·ββοΈπ Yet, before long, I start becoming irritable. Mildly at first but once it starts it increases throughout the day π This has been driving me so crazy, I haven’t even taken my…
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Mmmm so delicious π₯πΉπ₯
Kahlua and Red Bull was my all time favourite drink to order when I first turned 18 in New Zealand π₯π₯³ When I moved to Australia several months after turning 18, I found it absolutely hilarious that every time I asked a bartender to make me a Kahlua and red bull they would automatically respond…