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Listening to the soundtrack of the Labyrinth π΅βπ«πππ
Something I’ve been saying out loud for ages yet have only just truly registered within me is how simple a fact that is. I truly love attending all things musically and ballet related, so maybe I should look into join some sort of club that keeps me updated on what’s playing in Melbourne. Tiredness has
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So, I’m not feeling happy or sad right now, just this strange sense of indifference π€¨
I think as my list of things to do keeps getting bigger the more unsettled I become. But it’s not even in a bad way. I feel peace. Weirdly I did not know that until I wrote it. I am mentally ill. Sometimes I have to remind myself of that. It’s a strange feeling knowing
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Day 395: 28th January 2023 | I wrote half a blog today, forgot about it, then published it anyway π
1 Year, 30 Days. I am so hungry now and dinner is ready π My table is not tidy nor are my floors vacuumed and I am ok with this βΊοΈ Goodnight Everyone π 9:56 pm π΄
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I’m so happy with my new camera π· βΊοΈ
Especially now since I’ve actually taken it out of the box π€£π€£π€£π€£ Right now I’m just putting it on a charge while I vacuum. Slowly but surely I am working my way through getting my place back to a state where I will then be able to focus since mess causes me anxiety and anxiety
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I haven’t been feeling quite like myself the past few days π
Usually, my day starts well. I’m still feeling happy and in what I assume most of the population considers a good mood π€·ββοΈπ Yet, before long, I start becoming irritable. Mildly at first but once it starts it increases throughout the day π This has been driving me so crazy, I haven’t even taken my
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Mmmm so delicious π₯πΉπ₯
Kahlua and Red Bull was my all time favourite drink to order when I first turned 18 in New Zealand π₯π₯³ When I moved to Australia several months after turning 18, I found it absolutely hilarious that every time I asked a bartender to make me a Kahlua and red bull they would automatically respond
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Day 394: 27th January 2023 | Quick recap of the breathing test I just did π
It was hard as I expected πͺπ
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Holy Moly π²π³
I knew I had spent a lot of money on medical cannabis since I started being proscribed to it, but seeing every payment I have made on a tax invoice receipt still really took my breath away π This is from either the end of 2020 or the beginning of 2021 but I am not
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Day 393: 26th January 2023 | It’s only 8:02 pm, and I’m going to sleep π΄
It’s been a strange day. Far more than this short little video, but unfortunately, once I’ve been hit with this nausea that seems to come on when eating π€’ I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow, which I’m grateful about βΊοΈ Right now, I am in bed, and Boss is lying next to me on top
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I made pancakes for dinner, but I’m struggling to finish them
This is where I’m at. I’m also trying to find the energy to make my days video but so far, all I’ve got is filming that I’m here and breathing and beyond exhausted that I want to go to sleep already at 7:48 pm