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What I would do for a microwave meal right now ๐
Hungry, yet have absolutely no energy after a long day of nothing but feeling worthless. It makes no stress why I have days like this. I’m craving junk food. Burgers and chips or pizza or pasta. I had thought about cooking some lentil bolognese pasta which I have all the ingredients for, but that’s not
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Day 419: 19th February 2023 | Content Warning โ ๏ธ
Content Warning, self-harm mentioned, not acted on. I am having one of those days where I feel like I am failing everything. Myself. My life. Boss. Failing it all. Days like today, unfortunately, bring with them such severe distress that my mind automatically goes straight to what I have always done. I’m better at recognising
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I’m reliving the nightmares that plagued my sleep last night and I want it to stop
I can remember them in such detail. All making me sad and feeling like nothing. I know I won’t get anything done today. I ended up just putting Netflix on and am currently watching the lasted season of You. Sometimes I wish I could erase some of the memories that have stayed with me. I
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The level at which my lack of motivation to do anything while I’m alone is driving me insane ๐ฎโ๐จ
I’ve been up since 7:30 am. Made the mistake of taking my morning meds as soon as I got back into bed to read with my coffee. The mistake was that I didn’t eat before taking my medication which then made me feel nauseous once they kicked in yet unable to eat anything either. I
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Day 418: 18th February 2023 | I’ve been asleep most of today ๐ด
Now that the uni trimester is over, I feel like all the exhaustion I’ve been pushing through has hit me at once. I need to sleep and rest. My friend who I’ve recently reconnected with and have been to talking to a lot since. She has dropped a support client even though I wasn’t looking,
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Practising using my new camera ๐ท ๐
Also, these noodles are fine when not overcooked ๐ When I woke up this morning I read Reddit in bed for just over an hour. I then got up and had pancakes and coffee. Afterwards, I came back to bed to keep reading but realised that I needed to sleep more. Woke again at 4
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Day 417: 17th February 2023 | Absolutely exhausted after a long but awesome day!๐
I’m way too tired to type anything here ๐ I’ll add the link to my written blog after I’ve had dinner โบ๏ธ 8:44 pm 9:14 pm | I feel like I could sleep for a week given how much I’ve had going on recently. My pain levels are really high, given just how terrible the
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Today has been amazing …
But I’m going to have to explain why in tomorrow’s video because I’m too stoned and exhausted to make any kind of sense right now and I intend to vape more weed not less ๐คฃ I had to drive somewhere approximately an hour away during the day. Where I was going is somewhere I’ve been
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Time to learn how to use this ๐ค
What I need to learn the most is how to transfer the videos and pictures to my phone or laptop so that I can post them here and on my channel
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I’ve set up a daily routine for evening and morning alarms
And now everything is in black, white, and grey ๐ My cognitive level right now … “do we spell gray with an a or an e grey?” ๐ค๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ Earlier, I put my glasses case in my bedside table draw only to be confused as to why my glasses were still sitting on top of it.