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Day 420: 20th February 2023 | Part 2 | 1st Psychology Appointment of 2023 ๐
I had to pause a little way through as I do not disclose other peoples information, especially work related โบ๏ธ The rest went well ๐ Update: pausing halfway through is annoying, even for me. The original point of view of the fake names and no personal details is that I didn’t want to have to…
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Back at the vet and struggling not to cry ๐ฅบ
I hope everything is ok. Boss toe is swollen. Needed an x-ray and two weeks of antibiotics. My therapist said I seemed anxious. I didn’t think so buy said maybe it was about Boss. Now I’m so anxious I want to cry.
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Day 420: 20th February 2023 | Today’s a new day! ๐
I feel like me again. Just in time for my psychology session this morning ๐
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Good for me โบ๏ธ
I put the bins out Plus made an actual meal, which was delicious And Boss got a treat licking the plate. I’m on the last episode of You. It’s 6:56 pm.
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What I would do for a microwave meal right now ๐
Hungry, yet have absolutely no energy after a long day of nothing but feeling worthless. It makes no stress why I have days like this. I’m craving junk food. Burgers and chips or pizza or pasta. I had thought about cooking some lentil bolognese pasta which I have all the ingredients for, but that’s not…
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Day 419: 19th February 2023 | Content Warning โ ๏ธ
Content Warning, self-harm mentioned, not acted on. I am having one of those days where I feel like I am failing everything. Myself. My life. Boss. Failing it all. Days like today, unfortunately, bring with them such severe distress that my mind automatically goes straight to what I have always done. I’m better at recognising…
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I’m reliving the nightmares that plagued my sleep last night and I want it to stop
I can remember them in such detail. All making me sad and feeling like nothing. I know I won’t get anything done today. I ended up just putting Netflix on and am currently watching the lasted season of You. Sometimes I wish I could erase some of the memories that have stayed with me. I…
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The level at which my lack of motivation to do anything while I’m alone is driving me insane ๐ฎโ๐จ
I’ve been up since 7:30 am. Made the mistake of taking my morning meds as soon as I got back into bed to read with my coffee. The mistake was that I didn’t eat before taking my medication which then made me feel nauseous once they kicked in yet unable to eat anything either. I…
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Day 418: 18th February 2023 | I’ve been asleep most of today ๐ด
Now that the uni trimester is over, I feel like all the exhaustion I’ve been pushing through has hit me at once. I need to sleep and rest. My friend who I’ve recently reconnected with and have been to talking to a lot since. She has dropped a support client even though I wasn’t looking,…
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Practising using my new camera ๐ท ๐
Also, these noodles are fine when not overcooked ๐ When I woke up this morning I read Reddit in bed for just over an hour. I then got up and had pancakes and coffee. Afterwards, I came back to bed to keep reading but realised that I needed to sleep more. Woke again at 4…