I can remember them in such detail. All making me sad and feeling like nothing.

I know I won’t get anything done today. I ended up just putting Netflix on and am currently watching the lasted season of You.

Sometimes I wish I could erase some of the memories that have stayed with me. I wish I could make it so that I never ever have to see him in my dreams or mind again. I want to move on.

Days like today make me sad 😢

I spend so much time alone no one would notice if I was gone.

It doesn’t matter if my house is clean or my lawns are mowed.

And now the tears are finally here 😭😭

When am I ever going to feel good enough????

Somebody please tell me