I would use my laptop but I have no idea why the quality is the way it is. Especially since I used to use it all the time to make videos.

I slept all day yesterday which is why I didn’t make a video.

I found out today that the caravan park I’m staying at is fully booked so I have to check out on Saturday. I honestly can’t believe it. They said I could stay 48 days then check out and check back in, but so much for that.

I’ve checked all other parks and they are booked out too. I even looked at rental places but there’s nothing under $500 a week.

Obviously I can stay with Merv, but I just don’t want to. Not long term. Not really at all. For the meantime he said we can put the van in the driveway in front of his garage. That way I can still stay in it if I want to while figuring out what I’m going to do.

I finally have the van all set up just perfectly for me and then this happened. I’m trying to remind myself that everything happens for a reason, but I have no idea what the reason for this could be.

I had to cancel my reformer pilates class that I was booked into for this morning due to how much pain and exhaustion I was feeling. I went to tai chi but had to leave that class 10 minutes early for the same reason.

I had my eyes retested this afternoon and am getting a new script to see if that helps. I might have to go see an eye specialist though since I’m having trouble with focusing which isn’t good.

I’m booked in for reformer pilates tomorrow morning and then my first PT session tomorrow afternoon. Then I’m getting an MRI. I need to remove every bit of jewellery I have so I’m going to have to go to the place where they put it all back in for me and ask them to remove it all, before going back afterwards to have it all out back in. It’s way to difficult for me to do it myself.

I’m absolutely exhausted so am not sure why I’m still awake, but I won’t be for long.

10:30 PM