My pain levels are so high that everything is getting to me so easily, causing me to become irritated over everything, which then makes me want to cry.

Plus how abused I’ve been this week is obviously getting to me too. I know I meed to let it go but it hurts being attacked by someone you only did right by.

We also went and saw the two bedroom house today and the inside is not nearly as nice as the outside. I do not particularly like it all.

All I want more than anything though is privacy. My own space. I’ve just put my headphones on to drown out the tv since I want to read and Merv is watching Netflix.

Truthfully I think I’ll be asleep pretty soon given how I’m feeling.

8:11 PM