We just went on the best walk! We walked for an hour seeing a new part of the place we live. It will take some time to walk it all.

Happy and Jackson are nice and chill now. Happy especially looks like she’s about to fall asleep on Merv’s chair lol

It’s an absolutely beautiful day today which is wonderful. It has helped get me out of my head.

Non stop thoughts about my family and my relationship with them have been doing my head in. All I’ve ever wanted is a great, close relationship with all of them, but, I have to accept that’s just never going to happen no matter how much it breaks my heart. And my heart is broken when it comes to it.

Anyway, I’m going to focus on the things I do have in life that make me happy.

12:59 PM