That I burst into tears immediately. Am so angry at Merv, because once again his communication skills, or lack of, and lying, has resulted in the most devastating impact I’ve felt in so long.

Merv is wonderful to live with and be friends with but I can’t handle how he speaks to people. It’s that bad.

I think I’m crying throughout this video. Only really managing to stop while typing this. Maybe the xanax is starting to kick in. I hope so.

It’s our last full day of packing as far as we know. Truck could arrive tomorrow or Thursday, we don’t know.

But we gave to get order to send the pictures to the moving company asap.

Time to pack. Please wish me luck. I need all the help I can get.

9:10 AM