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Day 1116: 16th February 2025 | Feeling flat but better than last night 🌙

I spoke to Juice, who helped me see a different perspective, which was really helpful.

I am ok. Well, flat anyway. I know I’m strong, but some things just really hurt. What happened hurts so much. Finding out I’m hated just for being me is gutwrenching. I’m not going to go back to Melbourne. I just need to stop trying so hard. If someone wants to be my friend, then great. If not, so be it.

I have been asleep between 2:30 p.m. and 6:40 p.m. It is now 7:42 p.m. and I plan to put my pjs on and get into bed. Merv and I are fine. I just want to be alone.

Just making this video shows me how fragile and sensitive I still am. It feels like there are constantly tears in my eyes ready to fall at any moment. Fragile and strong at the same time is a mental mind fuck. That’s for sure.

Goodnight x

7:45 p.m.

Livvy

3 responses to “Day 1116: 16th February 2025 | Feeling flat but better than last night 🌙”

  1. Hey beautiful , it’s Luke from YouTube. They call me Turbo. I know how you feel. Depression is tough but as the saying goes, when the going gets tough, the tough get going. I’m injured and still at work, working towards the goals I have set because I have conditioned my mind, to be iron willed and determined to be the best I can be, no matter what the cost. I dismiss the haters and keep on Rollin’ baby, cos you know what time it is…. Please honey, don’t cry. Take deep breaths, regain your composure and strength and stand tall once more. Peace, love and baked beans x

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    • Hey Luke, I am so sorry for the delay in responding. I feel like time is flying by right now leaving me with barely enough energy to breathe.

      I honestly don’t even remember seeing this comment. I feel terrible. Like I want to bring everyone together but then I don’t respond to comments. It’s not because I don’t want to, I just don’t see them a lot of the time.

      I am very much looking forward to everything be settled so that I can finally teach myself some of the technology that I use.

      Thank you so much for your support. It truly means the world to me ♡

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      • By the way Luke, it’s Liv responding to you. I just didn’t realise that I was on Merv’s phone 😆

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