What the actual fuck.

I do not know why this is happening.

I really need to strip back every moral belief I have and see how everything fits together and where it’s falling apart.

I have spent the past seven and a half years working on figuring out who I am. It’s been messy, as some of you may have seen in my videos. But it’s been worth it.

I know I have high standards for morals. I place great importance on the value of morals.

But I have come to a point now where I am anxious because of conflicting morals. I don’t even know which ones right at this moment.

I seriously wish there was a way to share with all of you all of the multi-dimensional thoughts and feelings that are happening simultaneously, it’s truly beautiful.

Back to morals, I am looking forward to going deep diving into this.

Back to the scary movie.

10:01 pm