I just wrote a post but then copied it and saved to clipboard. Ahh the wonderful world of second guessing..
I was texting this to someone when I think I realised what is happening.
I’m second-guessing everything because I truly feel almost detached in a way, no that’s not right. It’s like I’m recognising all of the unnecessary things I say and I don’t know how to explain it properly but lately I guess I’ve been being quiet…ahhhh
More and more lately I honestly feel like I have nothing to say. I’m truthfully bummed in this moment that I haven’t made my daily video yet. Days like this, when I have now smoked some weed and am exhausted and just want to watch some Netflix, require more energy and effort to make. But it’s days like today, the days or nights where I honestly can’t be fu*ked, these are the days that matter the most to me.
I still need to wrap Boss’s foot so it doesn’t get wet when he goes outside as well as eat dinner. I think I’m going to have Marmite on toast with a cup of tea π

He went straight to my bed but couldn’t get up by himself. It was so cute!π I obviously helped him, and yet, like always he stole my spot π

He’s snoring away next to me π₯°

This show on Netflix is so good ππ―π₯
Boss is awake and making funny noises π¬
6:29 pm