I never explain anything in detail or depth very well when discussing everyday sort of subjects, or at least in my mind, because I think everyone knows what I’m talking about. To me what I’ve said makes sense.
Staring blankly ahead ๐คฃ
I need to put my phone away and relax and watch something on TV while I eat my leftovers before I make what I can only assume, you should never assume you know, I was even reminded of it today ๐
At some point, this evening before the clock strikes midnight Melbourne Australia time, I will upload my daily video. Until then, I need to try and quieten my mind and relax ๐
I have finally realised something that has helped me put a lot of things into perspective and that is, I am never in my head when I’m around other people. I always feel completely grounded around others, aside from the obvious panic attack situations but that’s completely different ๐
But once again it’s knowing that I know the difference, and can recognise what’s going on as it’s happening, but I still can’t just …
Honestly, I don’t know what I’m even trying to say here. Hopefully, it makes more sense in the morning ๐ ๐๐