Well the majority of it, since I forgot to put my phone on do not disturb on, so a number kept calling which I was not answering but right near the end, I stuffed up and accidentally ended the recording 🙄

I recorded the last part, which I will upload after this, so they are uploaded in the correct order.

I am feeling extremely sad today. I started crying as soon as I walked in the door earlier after coffee with Ned, then getting the spare tyre sorted.

And upon returning home from therapy, I found my front door lock hanging open like someone had tried to break in. Thankfully I have a deadbolt on the door.

It’s 4:43 pm and I am lying on my bed next to Boss with no idea what I am going to do for the rest of the day, but given how sad I am feeling, I’m not even going to try and do any school work. I have all day tomorrow to do that.

Right now, I just need to be. Just be with Boss while I work on reminding myself that I am worthy and wanted and needed even on the days where I feel so completely and utterly alone and broken with sadness.

I still matter ♡