I have spiralled so far😭

I am so confused as to how and why this is happening 😢

I was so excited and yet now feel so dumb 😪

I have turned the laptop off and am lying on my bed typing this. It’s helped stopped the crying 🥺

I know I need to eat but my appetite is so poor these days. I need to sleep. For a week. Yet time to recuperate is running out with the next trimester starting soon 😔