It needs to be done. I don’t know how I ended up here. But thinking about it makes me want to have break downs so I decided it was better in the long run to just keep going. I can sleep when this is done.

I’m running out of days and hours. Causing the most severe overwhelm. This way, I am past feeling emotional. I’ve had more than enough pain meds and took another Ritalin to help me focus and stay awake.

Once this is submitted I am taking a full complete day just for me to sleep.

It’s 10:20 pm. Time to keep going.