Day 145: 23rd May 2022 | Took over an hour but I finally see where I’ve been going wrong


So, I started this video because I thought I was about to cry after speaking to Rachel. She had pointed something out to me, which I already knew, but I guess I was having trouble seeing. Thankfully, after an hour of talking this out, I have now seen what I was missing and where my thought patterns need to change.

The thing is, Rachel and I are very alike. In so many ways. Yet, like myself, she is excellent at giving advice, just not so great at doing it herself. This is also my problem. Unfortunately, in the past, when she has pointed out things I already know but am not aligning with, I get mad at her. I now imagine this may be how other people feel when I give the same advice to them that Rachel gave me this morning. The difference is, I actually fully understand what Rachel is saying; it’s just my 3D human self that gets mad easy. Meaning, I now recognise how dismissive I may have come across to others in the past when talking about things like manifestation, spirituality and the law of attraction etc.

Thankfully, I feel much better after talking everything out to my camera. Especially since I can now see exactly what I need to change within myself and my thought pattern. I really was going against my own beliefs in many different ways. I now feel more aligned already, and that’s from simply just talking it out. I swear, talking to your camera is a fantastic way to learn about yourself.

Anyway, I know this is long. I have no idea if people actually watch the whole videos or not when they are this long, and I have no clue how to find out, but it doesn’t matter. What matters is that I no longer feel stressed out, sad or flat. I feel like I am in a good position and that everything is ok because it always is.

Staying in the present moment is so important in life. I know this to be true. My own mind has been the one causing me all this fear and panic the past couple of days.

I am grateful that it is now only Monday, given that I got the surprising news on Friday afternoon, so only a few days ago, and that I am already feeling so much better within myself. So, that alone is something to be proud of, which I am.


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