But I basically gave myself a heart attack for what appears like no reason π€·ββοΈπ
Pacing my kitchen doing breathing exercises..
Ok, feeling better… I’m just going to ignore the enclosure under the tarp and be super-mindful of everything around me.
The spider on the tarp looked the same, but honestly, I have no real clue. But this wasn’t what freaked me out. It was the knocking. The really loud knocking. I can’t tell you why; that’s just what happened. Oh, and then one of the voices in my head was like, “it’s because you must have gotten a spider on you, so run and check”, which is then obviously what I did. Twirling around in front of my mirror, checking for spiders π€¦ββοΈ
Ok, writing all of this has calmed me down, which is fantastic. Much better than making a follow-up video while unsure of anything π
Uh, see how I’m learning πππ
4:22 pm | Time to go pick up some bricks π§± πͺππππ
UPDATE: 10 minutes after publishing it this time π
I just watched it back π
absolutely none f what I wrote above β¬οΈ was needed π€£
Update 2: 4.48 pm. I put trackpants and a hoodie on for this time round hahaha π