Day 116: 24th April 2022 | I don’t know what just happened then…

But I basically gave myself a heart attack for what appears like no reason πŸ€·β€β™€οΈπŸ™„

Pacing my kitchen doing breathing exercises..

Ok, feeling better… I’m just going to ignore the enclosure under the tarp and be super-mindful of everything around me.

The spider on the tarp looked the same, but honestly, I have no real clue. But this wasn’t what freaked me out. It was the knocking. The really loud knocking. I can’t tell you why; that’s just what happened. Oh, and then one of the voices in my head was like, “it’s because you must have gotten a spider on you, so run and check”, which is then obviously what I did. Twirling around in front of my mirror, checking for spiders πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈ

Ok, writing all of this has calmed me down, which is fantastic. Much better than making a follow-up video while unsure of anything πŸ™„

Uh, see how I’m learning πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜†

4:22 pm | Time to go pick up some bricks 🧱 πŸ’ͺπŸ’œπŸ’™πŸ’šπŸ’›

UPDATE: 10 minutes after publishing it this time πŸ˜†
I just watched it back πŸ˜… absolutely none f what I wrote above ⬆️ was needed 🀣

Update 2: 4.48 pm. I put trackpants and a hoodie on for this time round hahaha πŸ˜†

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