Day 109: 17th April 2022 | Part 2 | Nichele just ended her friendship with me via text ðŸ˜­


She told me we’d be friends for life. That I would never have to worry about spending another public holiday alone again. I thought it was just because she’s only recently out of the hospital that I haven’t seen her for Easter yet.

I messaged to ask if she wanted to catch up for coffee tomorrow morning so Boss and Charli could play. I definitely wasn’t expecting her to reply by ending our friendship and her saying it’s because she wants a simple life so can’t have me in it.

She is so insecure that she has made up some complete and utter bullshit to shift the focus from looking within herself to blaming me. I know it sounds bad, but she told me all about how all of her friends are all from the “fat club”. Her words, not mine. For whatever unknown crazy reason she’s insecure and ended our friendship.

I guess she’s done me a favour. But that doesn’t stop how much it hurts that I’m so easily able to be cut off. She told me when met it was meant to be and that I would have a friend for life. Two in fact, because Pedro and I got along great too. She even told me their relationship is heaps better since meeting me.

But yeah, it’s Easter Sunday and I’m alone, in tears, reliving how easy it is to throw me away 😭😭😭

I’m going to share on my website exactly what I received from her and then go smoke one of the joints I tolled yesterday but didn’t smoke.

I’m going to share on my website exactly what I received from her and then go smoke one of the joints I tolled yesterday but didn’t smoke.

I know I have to rise above this. I know I can. Everything I plan to do and when is still every bit as important now as it was before I was ditched.

Truthfully, I’m starting to think that I really must just fully accept that I will never truly be able to rely on anyone other than myself.. and that’s ok..

I have put absolutely none of my “trauma” on her whatsoever. Truth be told, I’m in a much better place within myself and except for odd bullshit like this happening, am becoming more and more aligned with my life’s purpose every day. I honestly think she doesn’t like how well I’ve got it together considering all that I deal with. Because I do not put my shit on other people. I opened this damn website to ensure it!


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