Trigger warning: talk of self harm, suicide, very emotional, I’ve definitely had a really bad day 🥺😭

What I believe in definitely does align with how I react to situations.

Especially when I feel like I have been betrayed. Which is exactly how I feel. In fact the level of betrayal is far deeper in situations like this, since the person is extremely well aware of how many times I’ve been betrayed in the past..

I now feel calmer than when I made this video little while ago.

But I am well aware of what to expect over the next few days, since the level of what I’m feeling is horrifyingly intense underneath all of this current numbness 🥺