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Quite concerned that at this rate I won’t get the grades I need for Honours 😬
I just feel like I want it so much and really do believe that I can do it, it’s just that mentally I am still very much in waves. Like the past couple of days I have really wanted to study but just couldn’t focus. Now today I just feel sad and flat so have…
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Day 43: 10th February 2022 | I recorded myself during my psychology appointment
Trigger Warning: mental health, suicide, self harm, drugs, anger all discussed. I thought this might be an interesting way to learn more about myself. Recording my therapy sessions, since I currently do them via telehealth online, is easy using my phone camera on stand facing me so my therapist is never in view. I have…
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I tried so hard not to.. I really did 😭😭
But instead I’ve just added more cuts and eventually scars to myself.. I was definitely kidding myself that I could help anyone 🤣 Time to go back to sleep
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I just want to stay numb.. I am beyond struggling
Trigger warning: talk of self harm, suicide, very emotional, I’ve definitely had a really bad day 🥺😭 What I believe in definitely does align with how I react to situations. Especially when I feel like I have been betrayed. Which is exactly how I feel. In fact the level of betrayal is far deeper in…
