I think this is because I never used to really watch a lot of TV but then went I did start watching, I somehow turned into a person who automatically turns it on when relaxing or having a break from something.

Thankfully the TV hasn’t been distracting me from my university studies because I am in such a good place when it comes to where I’m at in my life and schooling and really excited thinking about what I want to aim for.

But I would still usually just turn on the TV when I need to step away from the computer due to pain like I just have.

Yet I haven’t turned it on. And I stepped away from my seminar recording approximately 20 minutes ago. My hands are already starting to feel better which is great.

Turns out I can have a short break to help myself and then go back to studying, instead of killing myself trying to make myself study while in pain just so I can get stoned and watch TV after.

I really am growing into the person I knew I could become and it is making me so happy ♡