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Trying to write a literature review on major depressive episodes is not fun when feeling low yourself ๐
I’m not even really sure how I feel. Definitely an empty sort of feeling. Not sad per say but not myself either. I am trying to focus all of my energy into my school work as I have so much to do and multiple assignments that need to be completed. But even that feels hard
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I feel flat as f*ck ๐
My dreams are still as intense as ever. I am remembering them all throughout the days following them… And today I just feel flat and like I could cry. I have I no doubt seeing the happy family photos of Mr X is contributing to how I feel. But I have so much uni work
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๐ฅณ Today is 5 years to the day that I smoked my very last ice pipe!! ๐ฅณ 24th July 2021 ๐




